Physics today was ... fun? The session, not the lesson though haha, Quite a sizeable number, me, Dilys, Uriah, Kenneth, Matthew and Norman. But only Dilys takes pure science so we were ait lost around vectors (in physics) and pressure. because Sub-Physics dont have. I think my physics cannot liao T_T First three chapters only so much problem... especially speed, velocity and acceleration... those graphs just passed me by. Sumimasen Derrick-sensei!! I just cant grasp it!! Physics is like certain kinds of maths... I can know enough to go on, but not understand fully.

AGM tomorrow... so Derrick is teaching Jean (Who is dancing tomorrow by the way, good luck) maths, and Dilys may be taggin along... hmm maybe I could go and ask for more help on physics... i need it rather badly. X_X But first, lets finish up that worksheet T_T Oh my.. that means tonight.. when it took like 3 hours to do 3 pages! T_T

How stupid. If ░ isnt even avoiding me, why should I avoid er? Its only me who is unable to get on and make a problem out of it. Even though there is still a standard of strangeness, im getting the worst of it. Why do I give er theis power over me? Why am I the only person running? I shouldnt be, it wont improve situations, and only put me on a spot when I am unable to run. Be gone, why should I bind myself down, I have no reason to.

another song today, this time thanks to Acz for sending me this song, enjoy! (Yea, im trying to listen to chinese songs to improve me chinese somewhat) chi xin jue dui, by liang sheng jie (Sam lee), enjoy.

林圣杰 <<痴心绝对>>
(Lin Sheng Jie - Chi Xin Jue Dui)
[Sam Lee - Utter Infatuation]

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
(Xiang yong yi bei Latte ba ni guan zui)
[Tried to fuddle you with a latte]
好让你能多爱我一点
(Hao rang ni nen duo ai wo yi dian)
[To make you love me just abit more]
暗恋的滋味
(An lian de zhi wei)
[The feeling of secretly being in love]
你不懂这种感觉
(Ni bu dong ze zong gan jue)
[You just dont understand]
早有人陪的你永远不会
(Zhao you ren pei zai ni yong yuan bu hui)
[Someone with someone by their side just cant]

看见你和他在我面前
(Kan dao ni he ta zai wo mian qian)
[To see both of you before me together]
证明我的爱只是愚昧
(Zhen ming wo de ai zhi shi yu mei)
[Proves my love is merely foolishness]
你不懂我的那些憔悴
(Ni bu dong wo de na xie ciao cui)
[You wont understand that kind of weakness]
是你永远不曾过的体会
(Shi ni yong yuan bu chen guo de ti hui)
[Its something you wont ever experience]

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
(Wei ni chu na zhong shang xin ni yong yuan bu laio jie]
(That kind of sadness will never be understood by you]
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
(Wo you he ku mian qiang zhi ji ai shang ni de yi qie)
[Why should I force myself to love everything about you]
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
(Ni yuu xiong xiong bi tui wo de fang bei)
[Yet you still constantly spurn my advances]
静静关上门来默数我的泪
(Jing Jing guan shang men lai mo shu wo de lei)
[Tightly closing the door manupilating my tears]

明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
(Ming zhi dao rang ni li kai ta de shi jie bu ke nen hui)
[Even knowing that it will do no good even if you break up]
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
(Wo hai sha sha den dao qi ji chu xian de na yi tian)
[I will still wait stupidly for a miracle someday]
直到那一天你会发现
(Zhi dao yi tian ni hui fa xian)
[Until the day you discover]
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
(Zhen zen ai ni de ren dou zhi shou zhe shang bei)
[The person who truly loves you has given up to pain and suffering]

看见你和他在我面前
(Kan dao ni he ta zai wo mian qian)
[To see both of you before me together]
证明我的爱只是愚昧
(Zhen ming wo de ai zhi shi yu mei)
[Proves my love is merely foolishness]
你不懂我的那些憔悴
(Ni bu dong wo de na xie ciao cui)
[You wont understand that kind of weakness]
是你永远不曾过的体会
(Shi ni yong yuan bu chen guo de ti hui)
[Its something you wont ever experience]


明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
(Ming zhi dao rang ni li kai ta de shi jie bu ke nen hui)
[Even knowing that it will do no good even if you break up]
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
(Wo hai sha sha den dao qi ji chu xian de na yi tian)
[I will still wait stupidly for a miracle someday]
直到那一天你会发现
(Zhi dao yi tian ni hui fa xian)
[Until the day you discover]
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
(Zhen zen ai ni de ren dou zhi shou zhe shang bei)
[The person who truly loves you has given up to pain and suffering]


曾经我以为我自己会后悔
(Chan Jing wo yi wei wo zhi ji hui hou hui)
[I thought I would regret the past]
不想爱的太多痴心绝对
(Bu xiang ai de tai duo chi xin jue dui)
[Dont want to think about my utter infatuation]
为你落第一滴泪
(Wei ni liu di yi di lei)
[Cry the first tear for you]
为你做任何改变
(Wei ni zuo ren he gai bian)
[To make any change for you]
也唤不回你对我的坚决
(Ye zhao bu hui ni dui wo de jian jue)
[But it still wont change your view of me]

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
(Wei ni chu na zhong shang xin ni yong yuan bu laio jie]
(That kind of sadness will never be understood by you]
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
(Wo you he ku mian qiang zhi ji ai shang ni de yi qie)
[Why should I force myself to love everything about you]
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
(Ni yuu xiong xiong bi tui wo de fang bei)
[Yet you still constantly spurn my advances]
静静关上门来默数我的泪
(Jing Jing guan shang men lai mo shu wo de lei)
[Tightly closing the door manupilating my tears]

明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
(Ming zhi dao rang ni li kai ta de shi jie bu ke nen hui)
[Even knowing that it will do no good even if you break up]
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
(Wo hai sha sha den dao qi ji chu xian de na yi tian)
[I will still wait stupidly for a miracle someday]
直到那一天你会发现
(Zhi dao yi tian ni hui fa xian)
[Until the day you discover]
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
(Zhen zen ai ni de ren dou zhi shou zhe shang bei)
[The person who truly loves you has given up to pain and suffering]

直到那一天你会发现
(Zhi dao yi tian ni hui fa xian)
[Until the day you discover]
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
(Zhen zen ai ni de ren dou zhi shou zhe shang bei)
[The person who truly loves you has given up to pain and suffering]
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Touching isnt it? Ha, maybe some people have the emotional range of a teaspoon, then I feel sad for you. Maybe i'll go for lessons tomorrow... Otherwise I really wouldnt know what to do with my 2+ (dunno how long AGM is) hours as AGM goes on... I'll be dead bored if I dont find something to do, so why not study? Its good anyway

Im off for now, drained.. i cant look at this blogger screen anymore...

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All or Nothing? Then I'd take nothing at all...