Someone

Wow, I found this song, I didnt even know it existed. Now Im absolutely stuck on it, even more then Namidaboshi, and by the most surprising artiste. Sun Yan Zhi! What? Yea, it's by herm you can obviously hear it in the voice :) The song is titled...

Someone

My hair was long and shiny.. you said you can’t believe…
how could i walk out that door, or walk along the streets…
you told me i should, you know, do some bing bang curly wirly afro thing..
i took your word and did… looked in my mirror, “who’s that freak?”
Why does the world deceive?
Why do I make believe?
took my heel and made Achilles out of me…
still i would want to be
Someone who’d answer to me.

Someone who sees like a child, gives like a saint,
feels like an angel—never mind the broken wings,
and speaks like a picture, cries like the rain, shines like a star,
as long as the fire remains.

The vase beside my bed, it’s empty—almost dead.
It’s for all the flowers I’m gonna give you,” he said,
and now it’s collecting dust instead

Why does the world deceive?
Why do I make believe?
took my heel and made Achilles out of me…
still i would want to be
Someone who’d answer to me:

Sees like a child, gives like a saint,
feels like an angel—never mind the broken wings,
and speaks like a picture, cries like the rain, shines like a star,
as long as the fire remains.
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Not only would I want to be like that, Id want to know someone like that- today's CT period talked about so much I can't really absorb all of it. But I know for sure I can't keep a serious look, nor can I act cold, Im not that kind of person, I'll just laugh when I find something amusing.

Hmm, tomorrow night is the climax of English Week (Which somehow we the J1s' missed majority og due to JAE) the "evening of love". Should I go for EoL instead of cell? Will they understand? On one side is my class, I might not know them well enough, heck Im not sure how many of them are even going to be there. And on the other hand is my cell, and Paula's back! Reuben too =x What to do? Can't make a choice.

WHAT is what we're all about, what we live for, to shout it out. Now the only question left is what to fill in as the WHAT. I have some ideas, Im just not ready. Along that vein, Im never ready- because there is always this much I dont know about, and therefore knowledge, that is where the power is, that I believe is where the power lies. But that alone is not enough to fill the WHAT, I need wisdom, and there's only one source of that--

I know nothing.

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Id wear it anyway even if it looks whack