Im not Crazy

Im not crazy, Im just a little unwell
I know right now you cant tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me

Im not crazy Im just a little impaired
I know right now you dont care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Unwell- Matchbox 20

I live for the weekends. I live for Fridays nights with my cell group, I live for saturday at RR, I live for sundays and service, I live for those oh so enjoyable lit lessons where no one else matters, I live for the camps that take place during the holidays, I live for the simple enjoyment of chatting for hours, above all I live for God.

I don't live to please people, I dont live to be popular. To sum it up, here's an extract from of my old posts-

Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes, or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes or which colleges accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that.

But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness and compassion. It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that would have never been achieved otherwise. These choices are what life is about.

Lifted straight from "Chicken Soup for the Teenagers Soul". I love reading those kind of books. I dont need to be surrounded by a thousand people screaming my name, all I need are a few good friends who will stick through it all. Those are the choices I make.

Service gave us a huge shock, Ps Rachel is leaving Youth Alive for a higher calling. Aaron Low is taking over, I wonder how things will change. Youth Alive will still be the same_ right? No, in our walk we either move forward to go back, to be stagnant is to slide, we got to keep moving forward.

Going to touch up my PW PI, Im not sure about Jean and Anna, but if being in SR means Im going to be any worse then Rj or Vj, I want to prove you wrong.

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Nani mo iwanai de
>You don't ahve to say anything
Yagata bokura wa
>'Cause eventually
Wakariau kara
>We'll understand each other
[Black Cat ED2- Kutsuzure]