Masquerade x Destiny

Masquerade
Vocals: Hitomi
Lyrics: Kuroishi Hitomi
Composition: Kuroishi Hitomi

Kokoro ni kagi o kaketa mama
Tsumetai taido de kamen o mi ni tsukeru
Dare ga boku no sugao
Shitte iru darou? Kimi no hoka ni wa
> While my heart is still locked
> With a cold attitude, I don a mask on my body
> Who knows
> My true face? Besides you

Jibun no yowasa mo tsuyosa mo
Sarakedashitai nante ichido mo omowazu ni
Namida kakushite kita
Hontou no kao o miserareru hito
> Without ever giving a thought about exposing
> My own weaknesses and strengths
> I hid my tears
> From people who could show their true faces

Sagashitsuzuketeta kimi o ushinaenai
> I can't lose you, who I kept searching for

You’re My Destiny
Shinjite mitai
Eien no imi wa mada wakaranai kedo
You’re My Destiny
Ashita no yume o
Tsuzureba sore ga unmei ni kawaru
Say you’ll share with me one love
You’re My Destiny
> I want to try and believe
> I still don’t understand the meaning of eternity
> But You’re My Destiny
> If I compose tomorrow’s dream
> Then it’ll become my destiny
> Say you’ll share with me one love

Kono te ni tsukamitoru tame ni
Heiki de kizutsukete koko made ikite kita
Dakedo kodoku dake ga
Kono boku no te ni nokosareta mono
> In order to grasp it into my hands
> I calmly hurt others and lived to this point
> But loneliness
> Was the only thing left in the hands of this me

Nani mo nozomanai kimi ga soba ni ireba
> I won’t desire anything if you’re by my side

You’re My Destiny
Kokoro o akete
Uchiaketai yuzurenai omoi o
You’re My Destiny
Kanjiru kizuna
Futari no deai unmei nanda to
Say you’ll share with me one love
> You’re My Destiny
> Open your heart
> I want to confess my unyielding thoughts
> You’re My Destiny
> The bond that I feel
> Is the destiny of our meeting
> Say you’ll share with me one love

You’re My Destiny
Shinjite mitai…
You’re My Destiny
Ashita no yume o…
> You’re My Destiny
> I want to try and believe…
> You’re My Destiny
> In tomorrow’s dream…

You’re My Destiny
Kokoro o akete
Uchiaketai yuzurenai omoi o
You’re My Destiny
Kanjiru kizuna
Futari no deai unmei nanda to
Say you’ll share with me one love
> You’re My Destiny
> Open your heart
> I want to confess my unyielding thoughts
> You’re My Destiny
> The bond that I feel
> Is the destiny of our meeting
> Say you’ll share with me one love
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Code Geass and Death Note are awesome because of their main characters who are smart, cool, calculated and manage to toggle their double lives well enough to rise to positions or great power and influence. Who cares if they got found out or died in the end. The process is admirable. They went out with a bang, and made a mark on the world. If blood has to flow for dreams to realize, then let it flow. One cannot progress being altruistic. Justice is dead, it never lived.

Hate me, give me a reason to hate you as much as I do to justify my feelings. Do something, anything. Love and hate are the two strongest feelings. I never knew one so I can settle fully for the other. Where is your god now?

Feelings are such unreliable things. It produces no tangible results, rising and fading without reason. Just a chemical reaction in the mind and an appropriate physical reaction as a result from signals from your brain. You can fool it with drugs, you can emulate it with a computer, feelings aren't anything special or exclusive. Even plants and animals have them. They can be buried with conditioning and ignored with practice. Yet, still hardly anyone chooses to throw them away. I know this, but I can't either.

Crap, I forgot what I was going to write about. And I was so passionate about it just a few hours ago too. Oh wells. 4 more days to A-levels, wonderful, its makes my hands itch.

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-dont touch me-