Saturday, May 27, 2006

Steal Stolen Stole

[1] I have read a lot of books. (many many many books)
[ ] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[ ] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[ ] I have been to Canada.


[ ] I have been to Europe.
[2] I have watched cartoons for hours.
[3] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[ ] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[ ] I have been snowboarding/skiing.


[4] I have played ping pong.
[5] I swam in the ocean.
[ ] I have been on a whale watch.
[6] I have seen fireworks.

[7] I have seen a shooting star.
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.
[8] I have almost drowned.
[9] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.

[10] I have listened to one CD over and over and over again.
[ ] I have had stitches.
[ ] I have had frostbite.
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[11] I have stayed up 'til 2 doing homework/projects.
[ ] I currently have a job.
[ ] I have been ice skating.
[ ] I have been roller blading.
[12] I have fallen flat on my face.
[13] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[14] I have been in a fist fight.
[15] I have played video games for more than 3 hours straight.
[16] I have watched the Power Rangers.

[17] I attend Church regularly.
[18] I have played truth or dare.
[19] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[20] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[21] I've called someone stupid.
[22] I've been in a verbal argument.
[23] I've cried in school.
[ ] I've played basketball on a team.
[ ] I've played baseball on a team.
[ ] I've played football on a team.
[ ] I've played soccer on a team.
[ ] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[ ] I've played softball on a team.
[ ] I've played volleyball on a team.
[ ] I've played tennis on a team.
[ ] I've been on a track or cross country team.
[24] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[ ] I've bungee jumped.

[25] I've climbed a rock wall.
[26] I've lost more than $20.
[27] I've called myself an idiot.
[28] I've called someone else an idiot.
[29] I've cried myself to sleep.
[30] I've had (or have) pets.

[ ] I've owned a spice girls CD.
[ ] I've owned a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I've owned an N*Sync CD.
[ ] I've owned a backstreet boys CD.
[ ] I've mooned someone.
[31] I have sworn at someone of authority before.
[ ] I've been in the newspaper.
[32] I've been on TV.
[ ] I've been to Hawaii.
[33] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
[34] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[ ] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[ ] I've watched all of the Rocky movies.
[ ] I've watched the 3 stooges.
[ ] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[35] I've watched Looney Tunes.
[ ] I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.

[36] I've been called a geek.
[37] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
[38] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
[ ] I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.
[ ] I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.
[39] I've met a celebrity/music artist.
[40] I've written poetry.
[ ] I've been arrested.

[ ] I've been attracted to someone much older than me.
[41] I've been tickled till I've cried.
[42] I've tickled someone else until they cried.
[43] I've had/have siblings.
[ ] I've been to a rock concert.

[44] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.
[45] I've been in a play.
[46] I've been picked last in gym class.
[ ] I've been picked first in gym class.
[47] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.

[48] I've cried in front of my friends.
[49] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages
[ ] I've played completed Halo 2. (Wanted to, but never got down to doing it :p)
[ ] I've freaked out over a sports game.
[ ] I've been to Alaska.

[50] I've been to China.
[ ] I've been to Spain.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[51] I've had a fight with someone on AIM/MSN.
[52] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.
[53] I've had serious conversations on any IM.

[54] I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.
[55] I've been forgiven.
[56] I've screamed at a scary movie.
[ ] I've cried at a chick flick.
[57] I've watched a lot of action movies.
[58] I've screamed at the top of my lungs.
[ ] I've been to a rap concert.

[ ] I've been to a hip hop concert.
[59] I've lived in more than 2 houses.
[60] I've driven on the highway/been on the highway. (Very misleading, PIE isnt like the interstate)
[70] I've driven more than 40 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 40 miles in a day.
[71] I've been in a car accident. (A very minor one)

[ ] I've done drugs.
[71] I've been homesick.
[72] I've thrown up.
[ ] I've puked on someone.
[ ] I've been horseback riding.

[ ] I've filled out more than 10 myspace/LJ surveys.
[73] I've spoken my mind in public.
[74] I've proved someone wrong.
[75] I've been proven wrong by someone.
[ ] I've broken a leg.

[ ] I've broken an arm/fingers.
[76] I've fallen off a swing.
[ ] I've swung on a swing for more than 30 minutes straight.
[77] I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.
[78] I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school. (I was late ok)

[79] I've lost my backpack.
[80] I've come close to dying.
[ ] I've seen someone die.
[81] I've known someone who has died.
[82] I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.

[ ] I've done modeling.
[83] I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.
[84] I've taken something/someone for granted.
[85] I've realized how good my life is.
[86] I've counted my blessings.
[87] I've made fun of a classmate.
[ ] I've been asked out by someone and I said no.

[ ] I've slapped someone in the face.
[ ] I've been skateboarding.
[88] I've been back stabbed by someone I thought was a friend.
[89] I've lied to someone to their face.
[90] I've told a little white lie.

[ ] I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.
[ ] I've fainted.
[ ] I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.
[91] I've pushed someone into a pool.
[92] I've been pushed into a pool.
[93] I've been/am in love [longlonglong time ago...]

I live a very sad life.

Ps. this quiz is so flawed because I believe the scale of some of the questions have been narrowed down too much by term of interpretation.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Swamp Thing

Feeling swamped. Just realised all my posts have been complaints, im such a whiney bag when no ones around. Im not swamped by work, its managable, im swamped by procrastination and the tedency to just stone at home, read fanfictions, chat and listen to music for hours on end with my books open before me. Not very productive it seems. Why so slack, why no motivation, why so agitated?

Heeheehee, on a bad day it just take one SNAP to send somone crazy. I don't know when that wil be, or should i say- was? :P Ping Pong Ping Pong Ping Pong Ping!! Just handed in my part of GPP now all I need to do is...

A history tutorial, prepare for a history essay test, 30 cards for History (realise how much work comes from just history alone?) a lit tutorial, prepare for a lit test (small one) and... i think and hope thats it. All by tonight.

Damn u procrastinator

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How to be Dead

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Chap stick and Chapped Lips

Ive had a long, busy tiring weekend. In between a full Friday with no breaks to CCA after which I had to take cab to GEC for preparations for the wedding the next day, to the actual wedding day on site as the logistics team head to cleaning up. Bundle that with a normal full Sunday- Blam. Weekend gone- barely any work done, and my hair is not cut... Im so dead tomorow.

It may be the last week of the term but it is the start of my troubles. Barely clear the weekend and there comes CSSP camp till the first. Throw the first down and that weekend is some thing going on at chruch, follow that up is SMUN for three days after which it is extra lessons in school. 2 weeks later jump on a plane and fly off while my dear pals are off on a mission trip I CANNOT JOIN because of that #$%& holiday.

And then it's back to school. For Mid years- for the photography course, more revision. Prelims in a month, and then next Promos. More madcap cramming for the end of this year and the next year, A level year begins. I dont want to speculate past that.

At least, I made my peace today- I dont know how things will go on from now on. But... lets just keep walking.

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So I guess Ill have to wait alot till 8 o'clock comes around

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Shards

You live each day in a daze. You know nothing, just put one foot before the other and take things the way they come. Everything can be remedied at the last minute, things will turn out fine in the end, they always do, or so you say. What knowledge, what wisdom? What direction, what purpose? You know the cause, you know the cure, you know the consequences. You can't be bothered some say, others think its too late. You claim to want to change desperately, over the course of nine years, nothing has changed. You have just learnt to make it look as though things are different, to fool the people around you that you are improving, that you are fine. You try to act normal, and come off wierd. You think you are trying, your bluff is very obvious. You say there is nothing you can do, you know you just dont want to do it. You keep wishing for it to end, you fear what is to come. You promise big things, and your words are all that echo around in the end. Your life is in shambles, you think no one sees, you think no one bothers, well they dont. You say you are and want to be strong, you're as much a coward as ever. You think and come to the conclusion it is pride, in fact you dont know anything at all. You stop yourself and hesitate, can this continue?

I smash the mirror.

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something right for once

Friday, May 12, 2006

Bury Us

Its been a long ride. Things happened, words flew, feelings hurt. Yes, today was very emo but it is more then that. It is your resolve. Wake up, look wide, what are you planning to do with your life? OR do you stumble through life, hoping to fall somewhere soft and comfy in the end?

Life does not work that way. It's out to screw you over and ruin your plans. It'll tear you down and remind you of your failures, it'll throw rubbish your way and try to bury you with an attitude of apathy and self-defeat. It is up to you o change that, to grab it by the collar and say no. Wring it's neck and tell them you'll succeed and survive.

Can you look at yourself in the eye in a mirror and look face on, can you? If you cant, i suggest you go do something about it, and yourself. I am way off tangent. Id like to extend my appreciation to those who spoke up today, for being bold, for leading the revolution.

Lets all start a clean slate, for whatever reason you work for, a toast. A2 is on the move.

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You keep the bad but the good you just forget.

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Still are Blind

Plucked this off a joke site, although it is barely funny. So true, so horribly true.

Feeling so tired.

Letter of Resignation

To Whom It May Concern

I hereby officially tender my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of a six-year-old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it is a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make ripples with rocks.

I want to think M&Ms are better than money, because you can eat them. I want to have recess and paint with watercolors in art. I want to comfortably walk out of the house with hair that clearly dried overnight while I slept. I want to wear sneakers every day. I want to have someone lay out and iron my clothes every morning. I want to come home to a cooked meal and have someone cut my meat. I want to take long baths and sleep 10 hours every night.

I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer day. I want to hug my siblings and my parents every day. I want to return to a time when life was simple: When all you knew were colors, addition tables and simple nursery rhymes; but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care; When all you knew was to be happy because you didn't know all the things that should make you worried and upset. I want to think that the world is fair. That everyone in it is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible.

Somewhere in my youth I matured and I learned too much. I learned of nuclear weapons, war, prejudice starvation and abused children. I learned of lies, unhappy marriages, suffering, illness, pain and death. I learned you must clean your own toilets. I learned of a world where children knew how to kill ... and do. What happened to the time when we thought that everyone would live forever, because we didn't truly grasp the concept of death, except for goldfish?

When we thought the worst thing in the world was if someone took the jump rope from you or picked you last for kickball? When we didn't need to find our glasses to read? I want to be oblivious to the complexity of life and be overly excited by little things once again. I want to return to the days when music was clean. I remember being naive and thinking that everyone was happy because I was. I would walk on the beach and think of the sand between my toes and the prettiest seashell I could find, without thinking about erosion or water pollution. I would spend my afternoons climbing trees in the park and riding my bike, without concern of being kidnapped. I didn't worry about time, bills or where I was going to find the money to fix my car.

I used to wonder what I was going to do or be when I grew up, not worry about what I'll do if this doesn't work out. I want to live simply again. I don't want my day to consist of computer crashes, mountains of paperwork, depressing news, how to survive more days in the month than there is money in the bank, doctor bills, gossip, illness and loss of loved ones. I want to believe in the power of smiles, hugs, a hand squeeze, a kind word, truth, justice, peace, dreams, the imagination, mankind and making angels in the snow.

Ah yes, I want to be six again.
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This week has been the week we're written the most essays in three consecutive days. Im just tired. We're human, they are human, we all are.

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Reflections of fear makes shadows of nothing

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Parodies

A non quiz post today haha. Its been tiring, not as in really phyically (although it is physically tiring too but yea you get the point) but as a whole- I just want to lie down somewhere soft and cooling and sleep and sleep and sleep~

But Icant do that obviously so im determined to be a zombie haha, btw I found a cute pic NOT drawn by me :)



So cute right? Haha, I also want to try to draw chibis~ the message is so cool, I think id be the one drawing it if I could haha.

I have like a ton to do this week, although it is a short week (small yayness) they are all long days (booing) and there are exciting events happening like the student coucil election on Wednesday (more cheering) ahem but first Position paper deadline is tuesday and there is a mega econs test on MOnday so good luck to me.

Im so going to be dead haha jc is not a funny place where you slack two years and have lots of un. Ok, you do have lots of fun but there is little to no slacking. Peh- im not regretting this route. Just feeling drained by it.

Woah thats late, im off, ciao-

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Warn you I did. Listen you did not. Now screwed we are.

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Numbers

Ive been putting up no proper posts, first a song spam then a quiz log. Today It's another quiz, am I being darn lazy?

School's getting no better work wise, hmm, catch up catch up. Oo Ecosn common test next week, its a full paper, everything rolled in. Must cram~ Jarrold please infect me with some sense of urgency. I dont care... And I can feel the apathy.

Sorry to everyone if I have been a tad saucy recently, I just dont know what came over me. A rebellious streak rising? OR just general response to discontentment? Either way it isnt justified, so just take it in your stride. You can harbour it and keep a grudge on it I dont care, but when you come back years later to try and kill me, I wont pull my punches either-

Been recieveing a spat of e-mail that basically go like this: "Wou you rather... a) watch [name] die OR b) Die for [name]" I haven't replied a bunch of those, and for some whom I know bother too much about the reply I just sent it back. Depends on the person, for some Id choose the invisible c) Id be the one killing you.

Disappear, and become a memory, plauge me as a ghost of the past, just another one of the many I've accumulated, I can take that. I can't take the solid living breathing thing. Vanish, and become a memory.

Council Rally today, I didnt go ask any questions but it was rather entertaining, especially the "Between a drowning teacher and your best friend who would you save?" question, which got Mdm Ainon in quite a fit. Who am I voting for? I have five votes, I'll vote for whom I tihnk will truly serve, some people one the stage ie. those who never said a word I dont know what you are running in this campaign for.

A leader is only as strong as his/her follower's. Only as much power as their followers give them. What council will you be, if the student body rebels? Authority is such a joke- The only control that exists comes through oppression and fear. Which Im sure our friendly council to be are above doing just to handle the student body.

How far I have deviated~ the quiz...

If I were something...

If I were a month, I would be:
October. My birthmonth and the month that brings the start of winter and examinations and all things ill bearing.

If I were a day of the week, I would be:
Thursday. A torturous day near the middle of the week, far enough gone but still far enough from the weekend to piss you off.

If I were a time of day, I would be:
Dusk.

If I were a planet, I would be:
Pluto. You know Im there, but you dont know anything about me.

If I were a sea animal, I would be:
An octopus, amazing critters really

If I were a direction, I would be:
Left, because Im not right~

If I were a piece of furniture, I would be:
A bedside table, oft overlooked but oh so important

If I were a sin, I would be:
Hate/Anger

If I were a historical figure I would be:
A member of the Shinsengumi

If I were a liquid, I would be:
Water, the flexibility o it all astounds me

If I were a stone, I would be:
Mithril, if that exists

If I were a tree, I would be:
A willow

If I were a bird, I would be:
A sparrow, small enough not to be noticed

If I were a tool, I would be:
A saw, cut you down to size

If I were a flower/plant, I would be:
Withered~

If I were a kind of weather, I would be:
Chest deep snow

If I were a mythical creature, I would be:
A Devkarin Elf- Dark Elves~

If I were a musical instrument, I would be:
A Flute, dont ask why

If I were an animal, I would be:
A Mongoose

If I were a colour, I would be:
Grey, for I am neither black, nor white

If I were an emotion, I would be:
Distress

If I were a vegetable, I would be:
An ear of corn

If I were a sound, I would be:
The deafening silence after chaos

If I were an element, I would be:
Wind/Air

If I were a car, I would be:
Ferrari 550 Barchetta Pininfarina

If I were a song, I would be:
Only Human by K

If I were a movie, I would be:
A.I.

If I were a book, I would be written by:
Myself. Who would want to write about me, besides me? (id agree)

If I were a food, I would be:
Puffer fish Sashimi

If I were a place, I would be:
The moon

If I were a taste, I would be:
The burning sensation you get from tom-yam

If I were a scent, I would be:
The smell of rain

If I were a religion, I would be:
Christian (although technically we aren't a religion)

If I were a word, I would be:
Invoke- because of the feelings it... invokes

If I were a body part, I would be:
The eyes

If I were a facial expression, I would be:
The condescending look

If I were a subject in school, I would be:
Literature

If I were a anime (originally cartoon) character, I would be:
Johann Faust VIII from SK

If I were a shape, I would be:
An orb

If I were a number, I would be:
12

If I were an item of clothing, I would be:
A pair of gloves

If I were a piece of jewellery, I would be:
A pair of earrings

If I were a clothing accessory, I would be:
A button
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done, most of that was wierd, I gave up commenting halfway, im off, tomorrow is a long day- ciao.

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Please remember, I was there for you when you weren't there for me

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

At a Price...

Lets be abit relaxed today, Ive had a long day and its taken a fiar bit out of me- whew~

So its Quizzes day again =P

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!


Your Inner Blood Type is AB!

Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional.
And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week!
Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality.
This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil.

You are most compatible with: everyone!

Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe


You Are a Black and White Cookie

You're often conflicted in life, and you feel pulled in two opposite directions.
When you're good, you're sweet as sugar. And when you're bad, you're wicked!


Your Personality Profile

You are dependable, popular, and observant.
Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.
In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.

You are unique, creative, and expressive.
You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.
And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!


Your Personality Is

Rational (NT)


You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.
You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!

Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.
In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally.

You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.
Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals.

In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent.

At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia.

With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well.

As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly.

On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.


You Are 50% Evil

You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.
Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.


You Are Karamel Sutra

Plain on the outside, but once someone gets in, they're stuck


You Are French Food

Snobby yet ubiquitous.
People act like they understand you more than they actually do.


How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.


Your IQ Is 95

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Average

Your General Knowledge is Above Average


You Should Get a MFA (Masters of Fine Arts)

You're a blooming artistic talent, even if you aren't quite convinced.
You'd make an incredible artist, photographer, or film maker.


You Are 42% American

America: You don't love it or want to leave it.
But you wouldn't mind giving it an extreme make over.
On the 4th of July, you'll fly a freak flag instead...
And give Uncle Sam a sucker punch!


Phew~ that was a long list haha~ alot of rubbish there, but Im fine with most of it (the 95 point IQ is just stupid, the part below is fine) tired tired, Im off blogging bahz~

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Experience is an effective teacher, not a kind one.

Monday, May 01, 2006

Stand in the Streets

I'm feeling high. Whee- no Im not on crack, or any kind of stimuli (at least I think Im not =P) So enjoying your long weekend? I kind of did haha, Saturday was just homework in the morning and off to school in the evening- WHAT?

Yea haha how many of you knew it was SRJCians day? Haha, went back as part of the media club =x Spent the whole time taking pictures ^_^ haha a few silly shots too haha, hop I can get them out of the camera before they get deleted as rubbish :P

MUSIC SPAM!

City Harvest - Making a Difference
Won’t You Lord
Take a look at our hands
Everything we have
Use it for Your plan
Won’t you Lord
Take a look at our hearts
Mould it, refine it, as you set us apart

We want to run to the altar
And catch the fire, to stand in the gap
Between the living and the dead
Give us a heart of compassion
For a world without vision
We will make a difference
Bringing hope …
To our land

We will answer the call
To build this church without walls
Let your glory be shown
Bring salvation to the lost, to the lost …

We will make a difference (3X)
Bringing hope…
To our land (4X)
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Hillsongs United - So You Would Come

Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come
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Above All

Above all powers, above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms, above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There’s no way to measure what You’re worth

Crucified, laid behind a stone
You lived to die, rejected and alone
Like a rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

Above all powers, above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms, above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There’s no way to measure what You’re worth

Crucified, laid behind a stone
You lived to die, rejected and alone
Like a rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

Crucified, laid behind a stone
You lived to die, rejected and alone
Like a rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

Like a rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all
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Oh, interesting stuff, while reasearching for PW I came across this ^_^ Not very related by worth a look. (The part that is relevant to us/me will be obviously visible) Here it is in PDF format so either download it or open, dont worry it isnt infected or any crap like that.

Bahh, the weekend is almost over T_T Haiz at least we had a holiday, I wonder when the next one will be~ =D

Alright enough of being a combo-wh*re teehee, I haven't eaten breakfast! T.T And it is already 10.30am... When I awoke at like 8:45am? Haha, grumble grumble toil and trouble, my stomach is growling heehee- CIAO

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But I burn letters that I write
To you, to make you love me~