Aitai

It's been a long time hasn't it? Well, its been about what? One whole week, meanwhile, tons happened I dont know where to begin.

I wont talk about Os anymore, its over. And I dont think I did very well, or even moderately well, guess my JC life will be limited to 3 months at most. I haven't told anyone this so explictly, high hopes dude, high hopes.

Wednesday, results taking and what-not. The last time we acutally are going to officially wear our uniform to school for something. I think I take back my statement, I will return to the school, to visit and stuff. Some things are just worth sticking around for.

You know, many people, or should I say most people hate their schools, as in they loathe it when they first come in.. Because everyone always has this mentality, "I could have done better". Even for the elites, even though they wont hate their school for something like that, they still can hanker after better grades and such. Peicai, is a nice place.

Watched HP:GB and I take back soemthing. Cho Chang is still somewhat a letdown but at least, if she isn't pretty, she's cute, i'll give her that. And Hermione in the gown was hawt. Absolutely beautiful, Im caught hook, line and sinker. *Waves flag with words "Hermione's fan Club" frantically* The series of movies are getting darker no doubt, yet they are cutting more and more each movie, wonder how they will film Order of the Pheonix when they have so many plot irregularities and patches.

Im flat out. PAE application day 3 out of 3, I have submitted my entry, with minimal discussion and whatnot. The options are slim, and yet, the very fact I qualified brings me no pride considering most of Singapore did the same anyway although much, and I know far much more did alot better than 16 points. I hears "6" to "9" everywhere I go- Just where do I stand? Or am I clutching at thin air, fighting a fight that does not even exist...

This is very late, it should have been posted last week. I am so totally stuck on Diamond Dust Drops. I absolutely LOVE that show! Sadly there is so little to find online, and it is already over. I really miss it. As a replacement they are now showing "Rumbling Hearts". The main female lead (thus far) looks like Saukra from CCS. No kidding, just taller, and umm older.

Episode 2 of RH today, wondered if the past 2 episodes were just a plot setup and the show will only begin now. It was such a pity that Haruka died, for a stupid bleeding 15 minutes, because Takayuki spent that time to go buy a gift for that purpled hair swimmer (mizuki). Its kind of obvious, Mizuki likes him but gave him up to her best friend, who is now dead, indirectly due to her "meddling". If Mizuki didnt waylay him to talk, or force him to buy her a birthday present, he would be on time, then Haruku wouldnt have needed to go to the phone booth to make the call, and she wouldnt have died...

DAMN NIT! IM FEELING VERY BAD RIGHT NOW! SHE WAS SO CUTE AND SHE DIED SUCH A VIOLENT DEATH! IT JUST ISN'T FAIT I TELL YA! ToT almost nothing can make me feel better now. She was cute, gentle and warm, she had just found her happiness and things were going so well (Abit too well if you remember her sister's words) and she had to die. I dont know how the show will go on, but... The producers better have a good explaination...

Ha I dont believe I cant sleep and am in a bad mood because a cute character died. *sniff* Darnnit, and I am missing by 2 points, compund that with the lack of CCA points for me because I didnt go get my card signed... my life, its... all boiling down to one question-

Is this the extent of my power?

After trying so hard and doing so much, is this the best I can do? I'm not satisfied! Damn it, "Its a different standard" she says... Am I too naive? Hardwork over Genius/Talent... I want to believe so much, I really do...

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*Sound of a dead phone line*

Vector Vortex

Hohoho- Its not Santa and its not christmas but it seemed like christmas came early this year. the PoA MCQ was such a P-U-S-H-O-V-E-R!! Out of the hour long paper i only spent 10mins doing it, 5 mins checking and then I slept/doodled /sang(silently)/dreamed(while sleeping and while awake) and so much else haha. The most relaxing paper Ive had ever throughout this entire Os. How I wish more papers were like that ^_^

Cell on friday was sweet- nah it wasn't combined again, we had our own at Joel's house cos Jean was sick, but this time we had our new member, Jovin! Oh yea, who loves 20 questions? I love 20 questions ^_^ shiokness. And Dilys shared sharing for the first time! Yeah! We got to see history made ^_^ Oh oh and everyone knows Joel is going into the army in december right? So we (I dont know the extent of this we yet, Im guessing the cell ^_^ hopefully) are going to have a stayover at his house as a kind of exam over celebration / farewell on the 25th of Nov (Next friday)

Can't wait, sho excited. Im losing my mind after the Os, find it in about a week or two, till then dont expect sense out of me. I live those slinky toys! You know those things that look like they are made of many many rings stuck together? Uhh look in ur PHysics textbook (upper secondary level) under Waves, they should use it to demonstrate what longitudinal waves are like ^_^ heehee only way to let u know what im talking about but guess im too head over heels in cramm

Kickass! Reuben's joining us too, guess the person who's happiest will be Dilys :P two days left lalala 2 papers too. HP(GOB) is out, dont expect to wtach it anytime soon they will be seriously booked out.

This is for you, even though you dont read my blog (or read unless necessary -period-) Can't you see I'm pissed? Just look at the way you address me. "Fellow [verb] Pal" Oh blow it, does this mean if I quit we aren't pals anymore? I dont care what you think, I dont care if I have "potential" in this thing, I don't like it get it? Ive got my roots, my skills came from there and I want to stick to them. I dont really bother, if its a waste of "talent" or if you'll lose your best "disciple"? I dont care if it took me only one day to master the game or if it took you three weeks to grab your first win. What If I only want to be a casual player like fishball? Go brood over it k? You'll be flipping mad, but I dont want to waste any more time and money on something I dont like one bit. pfft

Im done here, ciao~

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And if the result is the same, why bother about the process?

Don't you Never, Ever!

Spades, spoons and shovels- bah If you don't understand nevermind. Im happy Happy! happy! Almost everything is over! Then again, Bah, its raining, its been raining hard and that majorly sucks, then again, its the end of the year! Why- I hate rainy days :(

Goegraphy and PoA paper 2 today! First paper was Geography, lets read the instructions together. Section A consists of map reading and Questions 2 and 3, the map reading is compulsory, choose either Qn 2 or 3. Section B, do one question. Ok, the map reading was irritating, the second diagram was obviously meant to screw people over >=( It was not difficult, but it was irritating (As in having to interpret the diagram) spent abit too much time there... finished up section A and went on to section B. Qn4, ooh tourism, i like, do do do Eh?! What's the time? OMG only 30 mins left, rush rush rush, phew, hmm Qn5 Manufacturing, bleagh, Qn6, Environment, ooh I like, do do do, phew finished in time with a few mins to spare ^_^

Im dead meat!! (Dont get it? re-read)

In between went to Jun Ming's house, wa now I kno why im not a console player, too much time focused on a game screen gives me a headache worse than an elephat sitting on your head, had to do the paper with a splitting headache, But thank God! I prayed and throughout the duration of the paper (After the first qn) my head was clear and the pain was absent! Once the paper ended and I began going home it returned. Then again, I only asked for so much, but It worked!! -lalala-

PoA paper flopped, quite madly done. (Madly, not badly) Picking up from the N level, they gave plenty of theory questions this year, nevermind, there is still MCQ worth a wooping 25 marks tomorrow! and D&T on monday and finally Science MCQ, oh how i egarly await that day-

Gonna stop here~ CiAo

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That is one devastating hold!

Beating the Odds

Hey, havent posted in a long time. Life's been pretty normal, save for the papers. Oh my, the papers... Week one over, so many things have happened over these few days. It feels like a lifetime! Lets start with the papers.

Maths paper two. Im split in the middle over this, it wasn't exactly a pushover, neither was it hard as nuts but now after some consultation with the best minds i have around me, I dont think I did/am going to do too well =x MAn that's gonna smart...

Friday's cell was a combined cell, HG2 with HG1-T, our first brush with greatness the tertiary people ^_^ Although a good 8 people were not there (In the amry) they were more whacky, sidetracked more and basically abit more fun then the average HG2 cell meeting ^_^ BUT we can best them anyday, no? Then again, they are managed by George Ong and that kind of makes this so totally unfair (in the ssense their whackness is way high :P)

Didn't go to RR on Saturday, exams are still on! MY "break" continues, I will be back in like umm, a week or two? ^_^ I know you miss me haha- and NO Norman, Im not buys failing my Os :P

Next paper on Wednesday, Geography then PoA followed by the other PoA paper on Thursday which by then Id be laughing like there's no tomorrow because by then I'd be done with almost all my papers except D&T and Science MCQ ill be as slack as slack can be,

Now ill do so many things like umm... like.. umm.. I have no idea ^_^ But ill find something to do then (Some gold merits will do PERFECTLY then) and then there is first 3 months, i have so many people all around giving me so many opinions I feel like pulling off a Daikaiten Hakkeshou just to get themm away from me~ (obviously not to hurt them but nvmm) I'll tihnk it out on my own, I appreciate your feedback and opinion/experience but its my life. Nevertheless, feel free to tell me all about it.

Uhh, oh yea! Great joke... for Cell icebreaker we had this game where we all wrote our most embarassing (or one of them) on a slip of paper and one person will read it out and someone chosen thu a pen spin will guess who. In the process there was one involving someoen entering the toilet of another gender. When guessing that someone else (not the actual person) revealed they also had done so, accidentally entering a male shower-room. When we were laughing the person began to protest, "You dont undserstand, I was lookign for my mother" O.O Uh okay... stunning but then when the humor takes over, LOL!

Excellent stuff, I couldnt have done better myself. Thast it for now (I guess) Bye!

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Greetings to our fans in... um, where the h3ll are we?

Suna

Heyo! Day two, only one paper today, Chemistry. ^_^ It was rather fun, not really a puchover but average, at least compared to what we were expecting, well not as difficult as we expected but at least better than Maths :)

English (both papers) tomorrow morning and Physics later that day in the afternoon, O.O What?! IS cambridge trying to tire us out?? T.T Im going to be. And our hands are going to B-R-E-A-K... Good thing no paper on Thursday ^_^ Guess they have a heart after all :P

Friday will be Maths paper 2 and that would be the first week! Now for the more troublesome papers next week starting from Wednesday and extending to Thursday. My subject combination would have stopped there, most peopel will slacken off after this as the last two papers on the 21st and 22nd are D&T (Which few care to cram for, I too feel especailly discouraged by the fact that a 93% is required if I just want a A2...) and Science MCQ then its~ FREEDOM

But before we dwell on that there is a good like 8 papers more or so, yea >.>

Extending my encouragement to all A and O level candidates! Jia You!

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Love only yourself - Gaara <.<

*Stab stab Stab*

D-day. The first day of the O levels is over~ had I written this post between 10am to 2pm the tone would be far far happier.

Math was rather fun, and easy, almost none of the mind churning things which take a huge chunk of brain out of me came out (although something I wasn't great at/thought might appear at the last minute did) . Guess this means paper 2 will be the one to deliver the punch.

The reason im in low spirits (both in feeling and in my cup, just kidding about the cup part) is Social Studies. None of the two topics I studied turned up for Section B and once the paper entered my hands, my arms were trembling, and I wrote staggeredly (it was very very untidy) it was literally chicken scratch. Both in terms of content and appearance. The spotted questions flew way off the mark and Mr Paul hurried out on stage once the paper to reassure everyone that Peicai being only three stories high was not suitable for suicide and some small thing about SS only being half the paper.

Argh the day couldn't get worse. First it rained, then Im broke, next the paper and ow my computer is slow- so very slow. Alright so its not that bad a day but I feel like trash darnnit so hardy har har. Thats one A down the drain, now Im done for.

Friday's cell will be combined with Tertiary, our first taste of our new cell to be. Im not sure about this week, but its turning out to be a long long week. And far more troubling hen Id ever expected- guess a change of plans is at hand.

Stupid me! I went round telling everyone that PCSS spotted Venice, along with many schools in our cluster and I? At the last moment abandoned the school's advice and my intuition and went away, ends up, it was the wrong way >.< should have just stuck to what I was prepared for after all, Venice!! And the other two questions were stunners, wth? Conflict between nations?? Oo

But Maths was rather easy, bmaybe because I was practicing on Prelim papers all the time. I got myself ready for a torrent of battle-hardened blood thirsty slayers and they sent out a troop of freshly trained recruit >.> Oh kay... but only time will tell how I do.

Im stopping now, pissedofferish ARGH AH!

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How far was the discovery of an alternate trade route to the east responsible for the fall of Venice's trade?

Inspire Me

You might not get it, many peopel do not get it. So let me explain, everyone has different reasons, some may call us childish, some may call us delusional, some may say we are escaping from reality but I enjoy watching Anime, abnd reading MAnga.

Why? Lets that my favourite series for example, NAruto. Naruto is weak, he was deadlast. He is mistreated by all the adults, he is shunned because of his origin, he plays jokes just to get attention, he wants to be Hokage so he will be recognised. Very early on in the series when he vandalises the Hokage monument his logic is "I can do something that you (other people) can't do, therefore, I am greater then you!" It may be flawed but I can see his point of view.

Later on when he gets to know Garaa, he learns the value of friendship. Being an orphan when all the adults sunned him because of the Kyuubi, his team and his friends allowed him to live a ful life, unlike Garaa. While NAruto made friends and made that his reason for living, Garaa who was ostracied by everyone in his village took it to the other end and decided since no one cares for him. He cares for no one too, and Killing everyone would be his purpose in life.

Cut a long story short, I am like a deadlast, I may not be mistreated, shunned a little and ignmored alot and I am weak. But like Naruto, he later becomes strong (somewhat- kyuubi aside) his will is incredible. "I fight because you called me deadlast" in response to Neji's talk about Destiny~ He believe what he does, he can mould his own destiny.

Yea, I am friggin inspired get that? Now lets look at One Piece, especially when Luffy fought against Arlong. He was obviously at a disadvantage, but when Arlong mocked his weakness and his friends (crew) there was this one statement. "I never knew how to use swords *Zoro*, I never knew how to navigate *Nami*, I never could cook *Sanji* and I've never told a lie (not sure about that) *Ussop*, Thats why, I need my friends! (crew) But (one thing I can do) I can defeat you!"

Touching (yet corny, I could never imagine anyone ever saying something like that with a straight face). Sure, they may be fighting and everything but in life, it is all the same if you put in into context dont you see? We have out friends, enemies and our own fights. Examinations are like battles, day to day, isnt it like an adventure in itself?

So laugh if you want, but Im going to trash ya if push comes to shove. *scoopss up handful of blood* I swear it! Sure I might not be able to split myself into ten, spit fire, strech myself, wield three swords at once, kick walls down or move faster then your eye can see but at least I know I will never give up on life when it throws crap at me (sometimes, through you).

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(About destiny) Even a smart bird when locked in a cage will try to undo the lock with it's beak~

Believe

Forgive me for my absence, I do sincerely regret not blogging abit more often and leaving my precikous fans waiting in the cold, waiting egarly for their next fix of Fausty goodness. *Walks around shaking hands and giving out cups of hot soup and blankets* Ahem- as if.

Hey you two there! *Points to Ah^Wei and Acz* You got a problem with Weird people huh? Do YOU? DO YOU? *Moves forward* You... Have... Just... Inccured.. The Wrath... Of... CONGRATS!YOU HAVE WON THE MOST CONSISTENT READER OF MY BLOG AWARD! As a prize you'll get a autographed copy of "How life sucks, like a dark hole" By yours truly (out in stores sometime between 2008 and 2147 but hey! you get it first!) and a special pass to visit "Knucle Sandwich land" just come up to me show me the pass and utter any kind of vulgarity and you'll get instant entry! Works without the pass but is more effective on rainy days.

If you are still sane after that paragraph, good for you! Went for Prayer Meeting last night, since it's a holiday and my sister has no tution~ surprisingly almost all the O level candidates were there, stunned a few people by being there too ^_^ Sigh~ only like 3 or 2 days left. To put this "episode" in a Hunter x Hunter style, it'll probably be. Countdown x Critical x Examinations, the start of the exam!

*Yawn* sleep in alot these few days, shall change to ensure I'll be able to awaken on time for monday's paper. Maths paper 1 - no comments, need more practise.

Just noticed I haven't touched PoA at all` not a drop >.< I think i'll get started on it >.< Ciao~!

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Believe~ Believe in wonderland!