Day One down. GP is over... Oh my I really screwed up paper 2. Seems like paper 2 really stumped alot of people. But looks, exasparated outbursts and blog posts can be decieving and I'll console myself by assuming everyone else managed to do exceedingly well for paper 2 and Im the only jackass who has time mangement problems. Barely manged to scratch out AQ before the final call was given. Its not tough to understand that paper 2, the words they use just make it look complex. I had to keep psyching my self up, saying "this is the fun one" while shaking in my pants. GP is everything, you fail GP, you fail everything.
And for me, anything less than a B is a fail.
Paper one was indefinitely more enjoyable. Surprisingly I did a question Im rather sure only a few people attempted. Qn8, "Technology has improved quality of life" How true is it? I know for one Vanessa (SC Vice-president) and some friend of Shaun Sim's did that too but other than those 2 I heard of no one else. From what I hear seems like I wrote less then most people ZzZ, many boasted a good 5 pages while I had to settle for 4. Dredging points together while not losing focus (at least I THINK I didnt) up to a measly 4 pages. Maybe they left lines or something... I need to console myself.
Tomomrrow is chinese, my goodness, why chinese T.T Just get it over and done with. Then another fun paper. Lit paper 1, everyone is going to be there- just like today. Everyone is a contender, everyone is a combatant in this large melee. I just pray and fight my hardest, hoping I do not leave the stadium in a body bag. Im not a casualty, I wont be a casualty. Fight on, for your reason. What reason? Why do you fight? I dont know. Then why keep fighting? Because I have to. No reason? No reason.
My pen shall be my sword and my knowledge my shield, the marker shall be the strike and the script the parry. And my wit, the fatal blow, with as much strength behind the blade, to pierce the depths of this horror and emerge, alive. Then we stall wait the judges decision on our fate. The thumb of destiny. Thumbs up or thumbs down.
Draw your sword and point them heaven-wards. We shall let the powers above decide who is worthy with our performance. Be rentless, be sharp and be vigilant. One day down, only another 8 days or so to go. May God be with us all.
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Ive become so dumb, I cant do AQ
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Makube X
D-Day for operation Promotional Exams, approx 10 hours to 0800 hours 28/07/2006. The day before tomorrow isnt so scary, is it? Well aside from the pumping heart and sweaty palms, thoughts of failure and more specualation about what awaits us tomorrow, everything is fine. Really.
Things were never like this in the past... or were they? Os? Was I this panicky? No, I think in the face of the Os I was alot more panicky. So why now at a higher plane of education the feeling dampens? Shouldnt it intensify as this round of testing approaches?
I can understand how Makubex feels... So pissed off with this life, where you dont know if you are real. You learn everything is controlled by a higher power. You exist because that higher power wills it to. So you decide to prove your existance. You create a device, capable of destroying everything, and you strike a deal with whoever is supposed to be there.
"A Deal! Take us back to the Old days! When the Volts were still here, we had a fabulous time when everyone was together! If that is impossible...I'll return everything to nothingness!"
You hope, that they'll care, you hope, that you'll make a difference. But you are ignored. Dont push the button, if you do, everyone will die, and there will be no chance things will ever go back to the way they were, not even the slightest chance. For all that genius, you lose your way. Hold your ground, believe.
I am Makubex.
Which GetBackers Character Are You?
You are intelligent, capable, and exceptionally talented. You are
dedicated to your work, and rightfully confident in your capabilities.
Be careful about holding any long-term grudges, however, as the
bitter feelings generated by such vendettas can poison your mind
and cloud your judgement. It’s also quite possible that those plans,
no matter how well designed, can blow up in your face.
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I knew it all along, although Id prefer very much to be Emishi or Shido, I still know. They way I think, I work, is just like Makubex. We even tried the same trick, difference being I couldn't actually do anything- I just didnt have the resources and power to. Which also means, if I could, I would. This world is infected, the virus has entered the system, we can only purge it, reformatt the system, push the reset button.
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This... this is not the world I had wished for
Things were never like this in the past... or were they? Os? Was I this panicky? No, I think in the face of the Os I was alot more panicky. So why now at a higher plane of education the feeling dampens? Shouldnt it intensify as this round of testing approaches?
I can understand how Makubex feels... So pissed off with this life, where you dont know if you are real. You learn everything is controlled by a higher power. You exist because that higher power wills it to. So you decide to prove your existance. You create a device, capable of destroying everything, and you strike a deal with whoever is supposed to be there.
"A Deal! Take us back to the Old days! When the Volts were still here, we had a fabulous time when everyone was together! If that is impossible...I'll return everything to nothingness!"
You hope, that they'll care, you hope, that you'll make a difference. But you are ignored. Dont push the button, if you do, everyone will die, and there will be no chance things will ever go back to the way they were, not even the slightest chance. For all that genius, you lose your way. Hold your ground, believe.
I am Makubex.
Which GetBackers Character Are You?
You are intelligent, capable, and exceptionally talented. You are
dedicated to your work, and rightfully confident in your capabilities.
Be careful about holding any long-term grudges, however, as the
bitter feelings generated by such vendettas can poison your mind
and cloud your judgement. It’s also quite possible that those plans,
no matter how well designed, can blow up in your face.
---------------------------
I knew it all along, although Id prefer very much to be Emishi or Shido, I still know. They way I think, I work, is just like Makubex. We even tried the same trick, difference being I couldn't actually do anything- I just didnt have the resources and power to. Which also means, if I could, I would. This world is infected, the virus has entered the system, we can only purge it, reformatt the system, push the reset button.
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This... this is not the world I had wished for
Monday, September 25, 2006
Bright Side
2 Days, the countdown gets ever shorter. Covered almost NOTHING today. Feel like jank, exam period is like a roller coaster ride, one moment you're high the next moment you're down and yet all the time you feel sick.
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Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
I'm Mr. Brightside
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Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
I'm Mr. Brightside
Sunday, September 24, 2006
不可思议
More news, Osama MIGHT be dead- again.
http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2006/09/23/terror/main2035760.shtml
Anyway, just how amny times must the "Osama is dead" news go around? And all the past few times it was all false. Physically, Osama will have to die one day. but his "spirit" lives on forever, as long as terrorism exists (Or as long as the US thinks Terrorism is an overwhelming problem) Osama lives on in our minds. The perpetrator of 911, the catalyst for this worldwide focus on terrorism.
Promos in 3 days. I have not touched Econs or Lit. I do not have any idea how to study for it.. hmmx. Econs however, I might have a clue, but time is running out even as I speak. Cold War itself has taken me 3 days, wthy the flare? If i studied at this rate like 1 month ago Id be souped up for promos but now? Oh my goodness, I'll be forced to sacrifice one H2 subject to ensure I pass the other 2 and my H1.
Im so bored of History im like randomly surfing the net when I found this really sweet webpage. Guess once in a while, flukes happen and dreams do come true. Story of my life yea? Anyway, go look it up if you want, might warm your heart a little.
http://www.geocities.com/ben_jennie/
Feeling GOOD- not because Promos are in three days and Im not done revising but because its Sunday night, and there's no school tomorrow (although I AM going back to school to practice muggeristic muggerism) So going to die in promos. Can promote, but I dont think i'll be able to compete. Covering econs with Paula tomorrow... what else am I missing? Oh yes, Lit ZzZ.
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看看我无限的鉴定。
http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2006/09/23/terror/main2035760.shtml
Anyway, just how amny times must the "Osama is dead" news go around? And all the past few times it was all false. Physically, Osama will have to die one day. but his "spirit" lives on forever, as long as terrorism exists (Or as long as the US thinks Terrorism is an overwhelming problem) Osama lives on in our minds. The perpetrator of 911, the catalyst for this worldwide focus on terrorism.
Promos in 3 days. I have not touched Econs or Lit. I do not have any idea how to study for it.. hmmx. Econs however, I might have a clue, but time is running out even as I speak. Cold War itself has taken me 3 days, wthy the flare? If i studied at this rate like 1 month ago Id be souped up for promos but now? Oh my goodness, I'll be forced to sacrifice one H2 subject to ensure I pass the other 2 and my H1.
Im so bored of History im like randomly surfing the net when I found this really sweet webpage. Guess once in a while, flukes happen and dreams do come true. Story of my life yea? Anyway, go look it up if you want, might warm your heart a little.
http://www.geocities.com/ben_jennie/
Feeling GOOD- not because Promos are in three days and Im not done revising but because its Sunday night, and there's no school tomorrow (although I AM going back to school to practice muggeristic muggerism) So going to die in promos. Can promote, but I dont think i'll be able to compete. Covering econs with Paula tomorrow... what else am I missing? Oh yes, Lit ZzZ.
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看看我无限的鉴定。
Friday, September 22, 2006
SPD
Everyone who passes through the SRJC should pick up "Miss Remarkable and her Career". Thats is so exactly me, oh my gosh- well not 100% but that book is like my life story through my eyes. Beautiful piece of work.
You know what? I think Faust is SPD! No, not Space Patrol Delta (watch too much power rangers will become like that). SPD stands for Schizoid Personality Disorder. Oh my! Sounds so serious and dangerous. Nah, it isnt.
A mnemonic that can be used to remember the criteria for schizoid personality disorder is SOLITARY.
S – shows emotional coldness
O – omits close relationships
L – lacks close friends or confidants
I – involved in solitary activities
T – takes pleasure in few activities
A – appears indifferent to praise or criticism
R – restricted interest in sexual experiences
Y – yanks himself or herself from social relationships
Oh my, now it sounds even MORE serious than I thought. but wait-
"SPD is believed by some to correlate with the INTJ and INFJ personality types in the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator (MBTI). SPD is far more common among males than among females, although this could be due in part to the fact that schizoid symptoms are far less socially acceptable in women."
Its normal see? More normal than you think anyway- INFJs are awesome people. Dont take my word for it, try it! Oh wait, here's more-
"While people who have SPD can also suffer from clinical depression, this is certainly not always the case. Unlike depressed people, persons with SPD generally do not consider themselves inferior to others, although they will probably recognise that they are different."
Im like so not depressed or I wouldnt be doing all this jank? Ha-
"Treatment is usually not necessary, and people with this personality type don't really care if they are seen as having a mental disorder, so they generally do not seek psychological treatment, except when they are compelled to enter therapy to solve another problem, such as an addiction. They may benefit from social skills training, although it can be argued that an improvement in social skills does not address the personality disorder itself."
No treatment necessay, the best part of all. Its normal man, all normal. But for now, we must suppress Faust with the Category Ace. Faust must never appear in school, or else where. He is caged, he is sealed by the Ace of Clubs. Now then, where is Mr Loh? Oh yes, he is lost amongst the sea of woes surrounding Promos. Sad stuff, sad guy.
Here's Faust, signing off.
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Because of their aloofness, this barrier doesn’t allow them have the social skills and behavior to help them pursue relationships. (Bugger, this got to go)
You know what? I think Faust is SPD! No, not Space Patrol Delta (watch too much power rangers will become like that). SPD stands for Schizoid Personality Disorder. Oh my! Sounds so serious and dangerous. Nah, it isnt.
A mnemonic that can be used to remember the criteria for schizoid personality disorder is SOLITARY.
S – shows emotional coldness
O – omits close relationships
L – lacks close friends or confidants
I – involved in solitary activities
T – takes pleasure in few activities
A – appears indifferent to praise or criticism
R – restricted interest in sexual experiences
Y – yanks himself or herself from social relationships
Oh my, now it sounds even MORE serious than I thought. but wait-
"SPD is believed by some to correlate with the INTJ and INFJ personality types in the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator (MBTI). SPD is far more common among males than among females, although this could be due in part to the fact that schizoid symptoms are far less socially acceptable in women."
Its normal see? More normal than you think anyway- INFJs are awesome people. Dont take my word for it, try it! Oh wait, here's more-
"While people who have SPD can also suffer from clinical depression, this is certainly not always the case. Unlike depressed people, persons with SPD generally do not consider themselves inferior to others, although they will probably recognise that they are different."
Im like so not depressed or I wouldnt be doing all this jank? Ha-
"Treatment is usually not necessary, and people with this personality type don't really care if they are seen as having a mental disorder, so they generally do not seek psychological treatment, except when they are compelled to enter therapy to solve another problem, such as an addiction. They may benefit from social skills training, although it can be argued that an improvement in social skills does not address the personality disorder itself."
No treatment necessay, the best part of all. Its normal man, all normal. But for now, we must suppress Faust with the Category Ace. Faust must never appear in school, or else where. He is caged, he is sealed by the Ace of Clubs. Now then, where is Mr Loh? Oh yes, he is lost amongst the sea of woes surrounding Promos. Sad stuff, sad guy.
Here's Faust, signing off.
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Because of their aloofness, this barrier doesn’t allow them have the social skills and behavior to help them pursue relationships. (Bugger, this got to go)
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Silver Pen
Today was such a slacky day that I dont know where the equivalent trade from monday went (yesterday was not too bad a day either) So I guess I get teasers once every two days, yea I can live on those. 7 More days to promos, I guess those tutors really really want to help us pass huh? haha. Its quite patheic really, the little nuggets of pleasure I sneak away for myself amidst all the turmoil and insanity of the coming promos. I dont know why but even though I cant make sense of it all, nothing feels out of place. Its all good.
Intro everyone a nice song, by everyone's favourite non political podcast producer. Mr Brown himself.
<>
Mr Brown and Mr Miyagi
(You know Ben, i’m sian. why are you sian? i’ll tell you)
i try to cook but got burn by the frying pan
MRT door tu tu tu nearly kena my hand
all the girls that i know say only see me as friend
nah bei lift at my block just break down again
|chorus|
i wake up in the morning and i dunno who i am
i am sian….
sian…
i’m not happy i’m not sad, but i sure know where i went
i am sian….
so sian…
i’m just walking down the street and i dunno wad to eat
i am sian….
sian…
every second every minute every hour every day
i am sian….
sian…
how did i get so sian
got a job interview but got hole in my pants
go see show but the fella in front damn tall can
my PC kena virus and the toilet flush spoil
my brand new handphone kena drop in cooking oil
|chorus|
ahhhhhhh i’m so frus(trated) (X4)
sunny in the morning and its raining in the night
i am sian….
sian…
the weather cannot change and neither can my life
i am sian….
sian…
i’m talkin to myself cos theres really no one else
i am sian….
sian…
i may think i have a choice but i really have a voice
i am sian….
sian…
how did i get so sian
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What a nonsensical song haha! But it provided a few laughs, and makes you feel really really miserable like. After looping it about 10 times you will be REALLY sian.
Im just that bored haha. Loving each and every day.
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Put the Light out
Intro everyone a nice song, by everyone's favourite non political podcast producer. Mr Brown himself.
<
Mr Brown and Mr Miyagi
(You know Ben, i’m sian. why are you sian? i’ll tell you)
i try to cook but got burn by the frying pan
MRT door tu tu tu nearly kena my hand
all the girls that i know say only see me as friend
nah bei lift at my block just break down again
|chorus|
i wake up in the morning and i dunno who i am
i am sian….
sian…
i’m not happy i’m not sad, but i sure know where i went
i am sian….
so sian…
i’m just walking down the street and i dunno wad to eat
i am sian….
sian…
every second every minute every hour every day
i am sian….
sian…
how did i get so sian
got a job interview but got hole in my pants
go see show but the fella in front damn tall can
my PC kena virus and the toilet flush spoil
my brand new handphone kena drop in cooking oil
|chorus|
ahhhhhhh i’m so frus(trated) (X4)
sunny in the morning and its raining in the night
i am sian….
sian…
the weather cannot change and neither can my life
i am sian….
sian…
i’m talkin to myself cos theres really no one else
i am sian….
sian…
i may think i have a choice but i really have a voice
i am sian….
sian…
how did i get so sian
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What a nonsensical song haha! But it provided a few laughs, and makes you feel really really miserable like. After looping it about 10 times you will be REALLY sian.
Im just that bored haha. Loving each and every day.
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Put the Light out
Monday, September 18, 2006
Friday Night
Main Type | Overall Self |
 |  |
Started by Emmanuel and Crystal I think- very interesting. Quite interesting.
I shall not post the rest of the results lest I become labelled as some emo wierdo who is trying to look pitiful. I may fit standard avoidant sterotypes but I do really want to be normal. Help me.
Today was an awesome day, absolutely wonderful. Almost nothing went wrong, and I felt nothing could go wrong. From outdoor PE to lessons (especially GP, its the only thing Im good at actually) to the tiny incident just outside school. Of course, Im still waiting for equivalent trade to kick in and screw me over. Remember, for everything great that happens, something of equal disasterous value will happen and punch you in the gut. You just got to see it coming and grit your teeth. But im satisfied for now. Thats what matters. Im happy.
Heck, I'll post em anyhow, no one reads this blog anyway.
| Personality Disorder Test Results
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personality tests by similarminds.com
AND... presenting a new song (kudos to Stef) I found- I think I just might go buy the Click Five album if the songs are that nice.
The Click Five - Friday Night
Manic Mondays singing you to sleep
You could use some time to breathe
Wake up please
A lonely weekend isn't what you need
You wont feel so guilty cuz you love the crime on
Friday night
Baby are you sleeping
Friday night
My heart is still beating
It's alright
Open up your sleepy eyes
Come alive, come alive on Friday night
Wearing night clothes never felt so cold
Wish we were a little older
Restless souls
I cant hold this ladder for too long
Wont you open up your window
Come outside on
Friday night
Baby are you sleeping
Friday night
My heart is still beating
Its alright
Curfew's gunna break my heart,
So come and meet me in the dark
Friday night
You're under the covers
Friday night
We could be lovers
Its alright
Open up your sleepy eyes
Come alive, come alive on Friday night
Baby it's no surprise
The price is right
I'm bob barker
Hold on to the prize
Cuz its Friday night, Friday night come alive
Friday night
Baby are you sleeping
Friday night
My heart is still beating
Its alright
Curfew's gunna break my heart,
So come and meet me in the dark
Friday night
You're still under the covers
Friday night
We could be lovers
Its alright
Open up your sleepy eyes
Come alive, come alive on Friday night
Yeah
Come alive come alive on Friday night
Oh
Come alive, come alive
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Nice Song ^_^
Promos in 10 days, not fun at all- blegh. PW deadline coming soon to, end of the line coming soon too waha. Ciao.
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Would you look at her as she looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
Friday Night
Main Type | Overall Self |
| |
Started by Emmanuel and Crystal I think- very interesting. Quite interesting.
I shall not post the rest of the results lest I become labelled as some emo wierdo who is trying to look pitiful. I may fit standard avoidant sterotypes but I do really want to be normal. Help me.
Today was an awesome day, absolutely wonderful. Almost nothing went wrong, and I felt nothing could go wrong. From outdoor PE to lessons (especially GP, its the only thing Im good at actually) to the tiny incident just outside school. Of course, Im still waiting for equivalent trade to kick in and screw me over. Remember, for everything great that happens, something of equal disasterous value will happen and punch you in the gut. You just got to see it coming and grit your teeth. But im satisfied for now. Thats what matters. Im happy.
Heck, I'll post em anyhow, no one reads this blog anyway.
| Personality Disorder Test Results
|
personality tests by similarminds.com
AND... presenting a new song (kudos to Stef) I found- I think I just might go buy the Click Five album if the songs are that nice.
The Click Five - Friday Night
Manic Mondays singing you to sleep
You could use some time to breathe
Wake up please
A lonely weekend isn't what you need
You wont feel so guilty cuz you love the crime on
Friday night
Baby are you sleeping
Friday night
My heart is still beating
It's alright
Open up your sleepy eyes
Come alive, come alive on Friday night
Wearing night clothes never felt so cold
Wish we were a little older
Restless souls
I cant hold this ladder for too long
Wont you open up your window
Come outside on
Friday night
Baby are you sleeping
Friday night
My heart is still beating
Its alright
Curfew's gunna break my heart,
So come and meet me in the dark
Friday night
You're under the covers
Friday night
We could be lovers
Its alright
Open up your sleepy eyes
Come alive, come alive on Friday night
Baby it's no surprise
The price is right
I'm bob barker
Hold on to the prize
Cuz its Friday night, Friday night come alive
Friday night
Baby are you sleeping
Friday night
My heart is still beating
Its alright
Curfew's gunna break my heart,
So come and meet me in the dark
Friday night
You're still under the covers
Friday night
We could be lovers
Its alright
Open up your sleepy eyes
Come alive, come alive on Friday night
Yeah
Come alive come alive on Friday night
Oh
Come alive, come alive
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Nice Song ^_^
Promos in 10 days, not fun at all- blegh. PW deadline coming soon to, end of the line coming soon too waha. Ciao.
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Would you look at her as she looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
The Centre of the Universe
Pushing my trolley in the supermarket,
I am the centre of the universe;
Up and down the aisles of beans and juices,
I am the centre of the universe;
It does not matter that I live alone;
It does not matter that I am a jilted lover;
It does not matter that I am a misfit at my job;
I am the centre of the universe.
I'm always here, if you want me -
For I am the centre of the universe.
I enjoy being the centre of the universe.
It is not easy being the center of the unsiverse.
But I enjoy it.
I take pleasure in,
I delight in,
Being the centre of the universe.
At six o'clock a.m. this morning I had a phone call;
It was from a friend, a man in Los Angeles;
"Paul, I don't know what time it is in Dublin
But I simply had to call you:
I cannot stand LA so I thought I'd call you."
I calmed him down the best I could.
I'm always here, if you want me -
For I am the centre of the universe.
I had barely put down the phone when it rang again,
This time from a friend in Sao Paulo in Brazil:
"Paul do you know what is the population of Sao Paulo?
I will tell you; it is twelve million skills.
Twelve million feet in one footbath.
Tweleve million eyes in one fishbowl.
It is unspeakable, I tell you, unspeakable."
I calmed him down.
I'm always here, if you want me -
For I am the centre of the universe.
But then when the phone rang a third time and it was not yet 6.30a.m.,
The petals of my own hysteria began to wake up and unfurl.
This time it was a woman i knew in New York city:
"Paul- New York City is a Cage",
And she began to cry a little over the phone,
To sob over the phone,
and from five thousand miles away i mopped up her tears.
I dabbed each tear from her cheek.
With just a word or two or three from my calm voice.
I'm always here, if you want me -
For I am the centre of the universe.
But not tonight it is myself;
Sitting at my aluminum double-glazed window in Dublin city:
Crying just a little bit into my black tee-shirt.
I only there was just one human being out there
with whom I could make a home? Share a home?
Just one creature out there in the night -
Is there not one creature out there in the night?
In Helsenki, perhaps? Or in Reykjavik?
Or in Chapelizod? Or in Malhide?
So you see, I have to clam myself down also
If I am to remain the centre of the universe;
It's by no means an exclusively self-centred automatic thing
Being the centre of the universe
I'm always here, if you want me -
For I am the centre of the universe.
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So tired, it is 2 am and I just felt alot like typing out this poem. No idea why, I like it alot.
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I'm always here, if you want me -
For I am the centre of the universe.
I am the centre of the universe;
Up and down the aisles of beans and juices,
I am the centre of the universe;
It does not matter that I live alone;
It does not matter that I am a jilted lover;
It does not matter that I am a misfit at my job;
I am the centre of the universe.
I'm always here, if you want me -
For I am the centre of the universe.
I enjoy being the centre of the universe.
It is not easy being the center of the unsiverse.
But I enjoy it.
I take pleasure in,
I delight in,
Being the centre of the universe.
At six o'clock a.m. this morning I had a phone call;
It was from a friend, a man in Los Angeles;
"Paul, I don't know what time it is in Dublin
But I simply had to call you:
I cannot stand LA so I thought I'd call you."
I calmed him down the best I could.
I'm always here, if you want me -
For I am the centre of the universe.
I had barely put down the phone when it rang again,
This time from a friend in Sao Paulo in Brazil:
"Paul do you know what is the population of Sao Paulo?
I will tell you; it is twelve million skills.
Twelve million feet in one footbath.
Tweleve million eyes in one fishbowl.
It is unspeakable, I tell you, unspeakable."
I calmed him down.
I'm always here, if you want me -
For I am the centre of the universe.
But then when the phone rang a third time and it was not yet 6.30a.m.,
The petals of my own hysteria began to wake up and unfurl.
This time it was a woman i knew in New York city:
"Paul- New York City is a Cage",
And she began to cry a little over the phone,
To sob over the phone,
and from five thousand miles away i mopped up her tears.
I dabbed each tear from her cheek.
With just a word or two or three from my calm voice.
I'm always here, if you want me -
For I am the centre of the universe.
But not tonight it is myself;
Sitting at my aluminum double-glazed window in Dublin city:
Crying just a little bit into my black tee-shirt.
I only there was just one human being out there
with whom I could make a home? Share a home?
Just one creature out there in the night -
Is there not one creature out there in the night?
In Helsenki, perhaps? Or in Reykjavik?
Or in Chapelizod? Or in Malhide?
So you see, I have to clam myself down also
If I am to remain the centre of the universe;
It's by no means an exclusively self-centred automatic thing
Being the centre of the universe
I'm always here, if you want me -
For I am the centre of the universe.
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So tired, it is 2 am and I just felt alot like typing out this poem. No idea why, I like it alot.
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I'm always here, if you want me -
For I am the centre of the universe.
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Chapstick and Chapped Lips and things like Chemistry
Another quiz post. I miss so many things that I dont know what to feel. I live in the past, so shoot me.
(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
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I am the Sai-Kang warrior. Special mutant ability, to kena arrow to do all the things no one else wants to do. Come palette I'll be teaching photography for an hour long session. How to do that?? T.T My facts are messed up- most of the time I talk cock only. How to teach so many people! I only taught like 5 people that time and screwed up majorly le- now how to teach one whole cca? Im imagining numbers like 20 to 30ish?
I wonder if one day, I too will have to make the sacrifice? Others over myself, the army, values civilians above all others. What of war do I know? The horrors of fighting. For peace? For Justice? For the safety and soverignity of our nation? NS sounds like such a uncertain and unfeeling time.
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He sacrificed his humanity, for all humanity...
(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| ✓ I miss somebody right now. (So many people) | ✓ I don't watch much TV these days. | ✓ I own lots of books. (Not that I read all of em) |
| ✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. | ✓ I love to play video games. (Play does not equate to completing em) | × I've tried marijuana. |
| × I've watched porn movies. | × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. | ✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. |
| ✓ I curse sometimes. | × I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. | × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. |
| × I have broken someone's bones. | ✓ I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. | ✓ I hate the rain. (But I love water, funny huh?) |
| ✓ I'm paranoid at times. (They're watching you too) | ✓ I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. | ✓ I need/want money right now. (Who dosnt?) |
| ✓ I love sushi. | × I talk really, really fast. | × I have fresh breath in the morning. |
| × I have long hair. | × I have lost money in Las Vegas. | ✓ I have at least one sibling. |
| ✓ I was born in a country outside of the U.S. | × I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. | ✓ I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (How will I know who to dao then?) |
| × I like the way that I look. | ✓ I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. | ✓ I am usually pessimistic. |
| ✓ I have a lot of mood swings. | × I think prostitution should be legalized. (isnt it already?) | × I slept with a roommate. |
| ✓ I have a hidden talent. (At least I think its a talent) | × I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. | × I have a lot of friends. |
| × I have pecked someone of the same sex. | × I enjoy talking on the phone. | × I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. |
| ✓ I love to shop and/or window shop. (Im worse than a girl lol) | × I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. | ✓ I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. |
| ✓ I have a mobile phone. | × I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. | × I've rejected someone before. |
| ✓ I currently like/love someone. (Dosnt everyone...) | ✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. | × I want to have children in the future. |
| × I have changed a diaper before. | × I've called the cops on a friend before. (almost) | ✓ I'm not allergic to anything. (I was, not anymore) |
| ✓ I have a lot to learn. | ✓ I am shy around the opposite sex. | × I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. |
| ✓ I have at least 5 away messages saved. | × I have tried alcohol or drugs before. | × I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. |
| × I own the "South Park" movie. | ✓ I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. (Does blogger count?) | × I enjoy some country music. |
| ✓ I would die for my best friends. | ✓ I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. | × I have used my sexuality to advance my career. |
| × I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (They dont really celebrate halloween here...) | × I have dated a close friend's ex. | × I am happy at this moment. |
| × I'm obsessed with guys. | × Democrat. | × Republican. |
| ✓ I don't even know what I am. | × I am punk rockish. | × I go for older guys/girls, not younger. |
| × I study for tests most of the time. | × I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. | × I can work on a car. |
| ✓ I love my job(s). (Some of them, school still sucks) | × I am comfortable with who I am right now. | × I have more than just my ears pierced. |
| ✓ I walk barefoot wherever I can. (Be one with nature) | × I have jumped off a bridge. | × I love sea turtles. |
| × I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. | ✓ I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (Plans dont actually have to fruiton) | × I am proficient on a musical instrument. |
| ✓ I hate office jobs. (Dont ask me to file, ever) | × I went to college out of state. | × I am adopted. |
| × I am a pyro. | × I have thrown up from crying too much. | ✓ I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. |
| ✓ I fall for the worst people. (Worst people as in Ill never get em- ever) | × I adore bright colours. | × I usually like covers better than originals. |
| × I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays. | ✓ I can pick up things with my toes. (Depends on how heavy/big the things are) | ✓ I can't whistle. |
| × I have ridden/owned a horse. | × I still have every journal I've ever written in. | × I talk in my sleep. (I wouldnt know if i did) |
| × I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. | ✓ I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (It works too) | × I wear a toe ring. |
| × I have a tattoo. | ✓ I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. (Tell me about it) | × I am a caffeine junkie. (Was) |
| × I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. | ✓ If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. (Sad but true) | × I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better. |
| × I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner. | × I'm an artist. | × I am ambidextrous. |
| × I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed. | × If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony. (Then what's the point?) | × I have terrible teeth. |
| × I hate my toes. | ✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me. | ✓ I have more friends on the internet than in real life. (After defining the term friends- Sadly) |
| × I have lived in either three different states or countries. | × I am extremely flexible. | ✓ I love hugs more than kisses. |
| × I want to own my own business. | × I smoke. | ✓ I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else. (Amen) |
| ✓ Nobody has ever said I'm normal. (They dont know what I am) | ✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then. (But no one should be around) | × I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons. |
| × I like the way women look in stylized men's suits. | ✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me. (who does?) | ✓ I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds. (You talking about me?) |
| × I have played strip poker with someone else before. | ✓ I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help. (Had. Or are they gone... really?) | × I believe in ghosts and the paranormal. |
| × I can't stand being alone. | ✓ I have at least one obsession at any given time. (Oh yes) | × I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again. |
| ✓ I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment. (sad but true again) | × I'm a judgmental asshole. | × I'm a HUGE drama-queen. |
| × I have travelled on more than one continent. | ✓ I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. | ✓ I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am. |
| × I am a Libertarian. | ✓ I can speak more than one language. | ✓ I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be. (Happens every day in school) |
| ✓ I would rather read than watch TV. (TV is jank nowadays) | × I like reading fact more than fiction. | ✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do. (All too often) |
| × I have no piercings. | × I have spent the night in a train station or other public place. | × I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried. |
| × I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night. | ✓ There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. | ✓ I like most animals better than most people. (sometimes they are) |
| × I own a collection of retro games consoles. | ✓ The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. (Im weak, so shoot me) | × I have hit someone with a dead fish. |
| × I am compulsively honest. | × I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired. | × I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. |
| ✓ I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex. | × I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders. | × I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to. |
| × I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on. | × I dislike milk. | × I obsessively wash my hands. |
| ✓ I always carry something significant around with me. | × Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair. | × I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others. |
| × Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother. | × I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document. | × I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird. |
| × I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time. | ✓ Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed. (Mostly, depends heavily on who the person is) | × I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won. |
| × I do not 'get' most comedy acts. | × I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing. | × I don't like to chew gum. |
| ✓ I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it. | × I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car. | × I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years. |
| ✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other. | × I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly. | ✓ I love to sing. |
| × I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up. | × I have a custom-built computer. | × I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it. |
| × I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human. | × I've gone skinny-dipping. | × I've performed in three plays. |
| × I enjoy burritos. | × I'm Irish and loving it. | × I have a thing for redheads. |
| × I am a twin! | × Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'. | × Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else. |
| ✓ I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes. (Every day, hour and minute) | × I sleep more than 12 hours a day. | ✓ I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough. |
| × I need more time to myself. | × I wish I was more open-minded. | × I hope that I go really prematurely grey. |
| ✓ I download songs from the internet. (Arrest me Bah) | × I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend. (This i have to go check out) | ✓ I say random things to freak people out. (Except they dont freak out) |
| × I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note. | ✓ I love playing Truth or Dare. (Especially if I never kena) | × I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it. |
| ✓ Music helps me remember that I am not alone. | × Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems. | × I think this survey is particularly long. |
| × I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones. | × I can only hate someone that I love. (Half true) | × I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks. |
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I am the Sai-Kang warrior. Special mutant ability, to kena arrow to do all the things no one else wants to do. Come palette I'll be teaching photography for an hour long session. How to do that?? T.T My facts are messed up- most of the time I talk cock only. How to teach so many people! I only taught like 5 people that time and screwed up majorly le- now how to teach one whole cca? Im imagining numbers like 20 to 30ish?
I wonder if one day, I too will have to make the sacrifice? Others over myself, the army, values civilians above all others. What of war do I know? The horrors of fighting. For peace? For Justice? For the safety and soverignity of our nation? NS sounds like such a uncertain and unfeeling time.
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He sacrificed his humanity, for all humanity...
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Expert Bear
The previous few posts really messed the format of my blog up. So much so the layout got screwed up along with the posts. Very sorry about that. Obviously, I have a new blogskin up- how's it look? Well, yes Im quite obsessed with all your base now- haha, the novelty of it all never ends.
This skin might be here to stay for a while, but It'll change soon enough. Soon after I get sick of that stupid sounding meme.
Just returned today from DTC. At a training camp, not participating, but as part of the camp staff. The experience is so different, its mind blowing. If not as exhausting as it is fun. More some other time- but now it is 2am and there is service tomorrow. Im off.
I miss the old times so badly now.
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We are the Expert bears~
This skin might be here to stay for a while, but It'll change soon enough. Soon after I get sick of that stupid sounding meme.
Just returned today from DTC. At a training camp, not participating, but as part of the camp staff. The experience is so different, its mind blowing. If not as exhausting as it is fun. More some other time- but now it is 2am and there is service tomorrow. Im off.
I miss the old times so badly now.
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We are the Expert bears~
Thursday, September 07, 2006
If You Get there Before I do
Haha, another quiz thing. Quite interesting, another of these kind of quiz. Not surprising, we are the same again. Its getting creepy, just a little bit though.
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the Romantic
you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR.
"I am unique"
Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.
How to Get Along with Me
-Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
-Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.
-Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
-Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
-Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!
What I Like About Being a Four
-my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
-my ability to establish warm connections with people
-admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
-my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
-being unique and being seen as unique by others
-having aesthetic sensibilities
-being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me
What's Hard About Being a Four
-experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
-feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
-feeling guilty when I disappoint people
-feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me
-expecting too much from myself and life
-fearing being abandoned
-obsessing over resentments
-longing for what I don't have
Fours as Children Often
-have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original games
-are very sensitive
-feel that they don't fit in
-believe they are missing something that other people have
-attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.
-become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood
-feel lonely or abandoned(perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce)
Fours as Parents
-help their children become who they really are
-support their children's creativity and originality
-are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings
-are sometimes overly critical or overly protective
-are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed
More on Wikipedia.
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Well well, I really just copied most of this over after I got sick of editting the original source code they gave us indeed. Really, OkCupid has STUPID source coding. Zzz. Spoilt my mood after reading the results.
Is that really me? Goodness, I know, but I dont believe.
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I'll be there for you
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the Romantic
you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR.
"I am unique"
Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.
How to Get Along with Me
-Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
-Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.
-Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
-Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
-Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!
What I Like About Being a Four
-my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
-my ability to establish warm connections with people
-admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
-my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
-being unique and being seen as unique by others
-having aesthetic sensibilities
-being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me
What's Hard About Being a Four
-experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
-feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
-feeling guilty when I disappoint people
-feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me
-expecting too much from myself and life
-fearing being abandoned
-obsessing over resentments
-longing for what I don't have
Fours as Children Often
-have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original games
-are very sensitive
-feel that they don't fit in
-believe they are missing something that other people have
-attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.
-become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood
-feel lonely or abandoned
Fours as Parents
-help their children become who they really are
-support their children's creativity and originality
-are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings
-are sometimes overly critical or overly protective
-are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed
More on Wikipedia.
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Well well, I really just copied most of this over after I got sick of editting the original source code they gave us indeed. Really, OkCupid has STUPID source coding. Zzz. Spoilt my mood after reading the results.
Is that really me? Goodness, I know, but I dont believe.
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I'll be there for you
What you Say??
Nothing but a quiz post today. Cherrios.
The chunks are so stupidly messy arent they>?
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Dont leave now, not yet
There were times, regret
Your Five Variable Love Profile |
 Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is low. You've probably either had only one relationship.. Or all of your relationships have been very similar. You still have a lot to learn... and a lot to try! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered. |
| You Are: 40% Dog, 60% Cat | ||||||||||||
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The chunks are so stupidly messy arent they>?
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Dont leave now, not yet
There were times, regret
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
aybabtu
Haix, all I ever feel these weeks are only a small range of emotions. Melancholy, Worry, Nostalgia, Relief and Oblivion. Promos are so near! Im scared! Im worried! Im flustering! Im- panicky... Im going to die. Die as in fail wise not physical wise- but that was obvious im sure.
Outsourcing is always a BAD idea, just check this video out --> http://www.callcentermovie.com/movie/movie2.html
haha- that was funny, lightened me up a little bit.
Love Faith Care, the 18th student council really left a lasting impression on all of us. I absolutely adored them. They say each year the batch will hate their new council. But I dont know if its true just because its a tradition or if the 19th student council "cannot make it". Attend B bunk until medical board. chao keng like no one's business. Cannot make it, downgrade, out of course. No Pride, call yourself a council. Out of shape, play punk some more. Useless piece of rock, chao keng, no pride, downgrade, go service side. They all always chao keng one, must go catch them make them out of course. You think I thought who confirm? That was random, but yea, in army talk, they're all that. So far that is, sure there are a bunch of really talented individuals, a handfull in fact. But the minority just cant balance off the stupidity of the rest of em.
Mr brown and All your base keeping me alive haha. Shoot meh.
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You have no chance to survive, make your time.
Outsourcing is always a BAD idea, just check this video out --> http://www.callcentermovie.com/movie/movie2.html
haha- that was funny, lightened me up a little bit.
Love Faith Care, the 18th student council really left a lasting impression on all of us. I absolutely adored them. They say each year the batch will hate their new council. But I dont know if its true just because its a tradition or if the 19th student council "cannot make it". Attend B bunk until medical board. chao keng like no one's business. Cannot make it, downgrade, out of course. No Pride, call yourself a council. Out of shape, play punk some more. Useless piece of rock, chao keng, no pride, downgrade, go service side. They all always chao keng one, must go catch them make them out of course. You think I thought who confirm? That was random, but yea, in army talk, they're all that. So far that is, sure there are a bunch of really talented individuals, a handfull in fact. But the minority just cant balance off the stupidity of the rest of em.
Mr brown and All your base keeping me alive haha. Shoot meh.
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You have no chance to survive, make your time.
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Mee Siam
Its 2 weeks away from promos and I have touched NOTHING for History or Math or Lit or Chinese. Just flipped abit of Econs to ensure I am not totally clueless about the earlier topics. How to pass or do well like that? top 80? Big joke- I think I wont even make it into the top 300.
Church camp schedule is out! 3rd to 7th Dec I think, Sunway Lagoon Malaysia ^_^ Clashes perfectly with the History Fieldtrip like I expected it to. But I heard this would be the last year we are holding a church camp, I dont know why either, and the news shocks me. But I wont respond until I recieve official word on this matter. How fun it will be ne? Each year another story unfolds.
My neighbour must have bought a new karaoke system. Because their singing totally SUCKS! And its so bleeding loud, singing into like 11pm in the night- my gosh, they'll awaken the dead with that horrid voice. Ok, maybe it is not so bad, but when the loudness actually spills over and interferes with ones ability to watch tv... fire and brimstone brother, hellfire and brimstone.
Hitsory test TOMORROW! And I dont know what exactly is coming out, the scope of the test is really REALLY wide. Going to die for sure, promos history covers both cold war and south east asia in 2 papers, I cant even do ONE essay much less two papers in 6 essays. Can consider gone case failure- throw down the drain and flush *splashy* Help me Clinton!! Save me Edwin Tan!! Rescue me Steven Tay!! as if...
Realised simply that Mr Goh is irritating. Hypocritical guy who complains about everything but himself, stuck up. Says tons of astute (some not so astute) but unecessary observations but shoots me whenever I do spout one... I say Mee Siam Mai Hum. Mai Hum, Mai hum mai hum mai hum.
Shoot! Its late and I have a long day on tomorrow- so tata!
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Im in ur Base, Killing ur Doodz!
Church camp schedule is out! 3rd to 7th Dec I think, Sunway Lagoon Malaysia ^_^ Clashes perfectly with the History Fieldtrip like I expected it to. But I heard this would be the last year we are holding a church camp, I dont know why either, and the news shocks me. But I wont respond until I recieve official word on this matter. How fun it will be ne? Each year another story unfolds.
My neighbour must have bought a new karaoke system. Because their singing totally SUCKS! And its so bleeding loud, singing into like 11pm in the night- my gosh, they'll awaken the dead with that horrid voice. Ok, maybe it is not so bad, but when the loudness actually spills over and interferes with ones ability to watch tv... fire and brimstone brother, hellfire and brimstone.
Hitsory test TOMORROW! And I dont know what exactly is coming out, the scope of the test is really REALLY wide. Going to die for sure, promos history covers both cold war and south east asia in 2 papers, I cant even do ONE essay much less two papers in 6 essays. Can consider gone case failure- throw down the drain and flush *splashy* Help me Clinton!! Save me Edwin Tan!! Rescue me Steven Tay!! as if...
Realised simply that Mr Goh is irritating. Hypocritical guy who complains about everything but himself, stuck up. Says tons of astute (some not so astute) but unecessary observations but shoots me whenever I do spout one... I say Mee Siam Mai Hum. Mai Hum, Mai hum mai hum mai hum.
Shoot! Its late and I have a long day on tomorrow- so tata!
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Im in ur Base, Killing ur Doodz!
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