Next Level

First paper back, chinese, clear as day, I phail. A Subpass (obviously) almost to a E by 3 marks or something like that. The first failure of the CTs has appeared, with only a possible 2.5 out of 30 on my score (trail run) I don't know how I'll pass.

Haruhism OWNS meh... I want a SOS Brigade in SRJC too- but no one, no one ever will be able to fill the shoes of one Suzumiya Haruhi. Reality bits, and it bites hard, leaving its scars we call memories and history. I want to rewrite the world- to be able to do so... what a great power.

One of the two insert songs featured on ep 12. There still are no translations for Lost My Music, so i'll keep waiting but God Knows is keeping my captivated for now. What a beautiful song- kyon no baka...

God Knows...
Lyrics: Hatake Aki
Composition/Arrange: Shinzen Akatsuki
Vocal: Hirano Aya (CV Suzumiya Haruhi)

Kawaita kokoro de kakenukeru
> I dash with a parched heart
Gomen ne nani mo dekinakute
> Sorry, I couldn't do anything
Itami wo wakachiau koto sae
> You won't even let me
Anata wa yurushitekurenai
> Share pain together with you

Muku ni ikiru tame furimukazu
> To live purely, I turn my back
Senaka mukete satteshimau
> Without looking back and leave
On the lonely rail
> On the lonely rail

Watashi tsuiteiku yo
> I'll follow
Donna tsurai sekai no yami no naka de sae
> No matter how bitter, even within the darkness of the world
Kitto anata wa kagayaite
> Surely, you're shining
Koeru mirai no hate
> The surpassing edge of the future
Yowasa yue ni tamashii kowasarenu you ni
> So that my soul won't be destroyed due to my weaknesses
my way kasanaru yo
> my ways will overlap
Ima futari ni God bless...
> Now, God bless us two...

Todokete atsuku naru omoi wa
> Thoughts that grow hot when delivered
Genjitsu tokashite samayou
> Melt into reality and wander
Aitai kimochi ni riyuu wa nai
> There's no reason to feeling like seeing you
Anata e afuredasu Lovin' you
> It overflows to you, Lovin' you

Semete utsukushii yume dake wo
> At the very least, while I only draw
Egakinagara oikakeyou
> A beautiful dream, I'll chase you
for your lonely heart
> for your lonely heart

Yamete uso wa anata rashikunai yo
> Stop it, telling lies isn't like you
Me wo mite kore kara no koto wo hanasou
> Look at my eyes and let's talk about things from now on
Watashi kakugoshiteru
> I'm ready
Kurai mirai datte
> Even in a dark future
Tsuyoku natte unemi kaerareru kamo ne
> I'll become strong and my destiny just might be changeable
my wish kanaetai no ni
> Even though I want to fulfill my wish
Subete wa God knows...
> God knows everything...

Anata ga ite watashi ga ite
> You exist, I exist
Hoka no hito wa kieteshimatta
> And other people disappeared
Awai yume no utsukushisa wo egakinagara
> While I draw the beauty of a faint dream
Kizuato nazoru
> I trace my scars

Dakara watashi tsuiteiku yo
> So I'll follow
Donna tsurai sekai no yami no naka de sae
> No matter how bitter, even within the darkness of the world
Kitto anata wa kagayaite
> Surely, you're shining
Koeru mirai no hate
> The surpassing edge of the future
Yowasa yue ni tamashii kowasarenu you ni
> So that my soul won't be destroyed due to my weaknesses
my way kasanaru yo
> my ways will overlap
Ima futari ni God bless...
> Now, God bless us two...
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The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi (MSH for short from now on) has so many themes and layers. Personal choice against conformists. The concept of the world, and its fragility. How we control the kind of life we live, the unconcious things we do to make our dreams come true.

Wouldnt it be fun?

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Yes there are those stronger then us, but can we trust them?