Well well, as if you didnt know (I bet you didnt anyhow) My last post was the 17th of July 06 meaning- THE 2nd BIRTHDAY of this blog~! Its been two years since this blog came online and it is (mostly) alive and kicking :) Come to think of it, Id like to change my blogskin, this one is really uhh cannot make it. Too dark, and getting abit old no? Then again, if no one reads it whats the bleeding point?
I think I'll go build a new skin when I have the time, which means in November! =/ Alright, not a very nice prospect haha oh my goodness... time flying!!! 2.5 months to promos- Wheee!!
Oh and on the day of the meeting, i did flip that rubber band on purpose, after all If if didnt want to talk about it, id rather let you talk about it no? I know you're going to read this some time Mr Yew, thanks anyway.
Agh off, more work to do bb.
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Shine your light and, Let the Whole world see
It's my life, I live it only once. Thank goodness, I wouldn't want to live it again. For all who know me or do not. Live is short, make the most out of it, cos you never know...
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Monday, July 17, 2006
To Compromise~
Some small consolation lies in GP, all the time. The subject that provides the greatest pleasure to do ^_^ it is fun alright? Actually fun to write rather thne pour out crab(p) like econs. History can be quite a power trip if you know your stuff well and Lit is still a tad mind boggling.
So far, EDS + BSD. We're far from being legends, far from being legendary. What kind of crap is that? Parents meeting today to get back mid years haiz... but the surprising thing is that it was not as bad as I expected it to be (like every other teachers meeting ever)
And you know the stunning thing. With these kind of janky results I still managed to scrape a pretty nice 88 over 701 people in jc1. I do though think it is very junky. 2 subpasses and it went this far? Quit dreaming! Such a ting wont repeat itself once the science classes wisen up and get their basic down to pat.
Somehow... the council must have been very (too) busy with their investiture and stuff cos they did quite badly. I cannot stand to see that face which beamed with pride and confidence just 2 days ago look so crushed. I just cant- they... they deserve better then this for all the work they are to put into the college. Hang on people, you'll make it, One Spirit one Passion remember?
Round Zero is starting, lets dive in~
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Alone, your existance, one day, will probably change the whole world...
So far, EDS + BSD. We're far from being legends, far from being legendary. What kind of crap is that? Parents meeting today to get back mid years haiz... but the surprising thing is that it was not as bad as I expected it to be (like every other teachers meeting ever)
And you know the stunning thing. With these kind of janky results I still managed to scrape a pretty nice 88 over 701 people in jc1. I do though think it is very junky. 2 subpasses and it went this far? Quit dreaming! Such a ting wont repeat itself once the science classes wisen up and get their basic down to pat.
Somehow... the council must have been very (too) busy with their investiture and stuff cos they did quite badly. I cannot stand to see that face which beamed with pride and confidence just 2 days ago look so crushed. I just cant- they... they deserve better then this for all the work they are to put into the college. Hang on people, you'll make it, One Spirit one Passion remember?
Round Zero is starting, lets dive in~
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Alone, your existance, one day, will probably change the whole world...
Friday, July 14, 2006
Sleeping Sun
The end of the week is such a welcome sight. Sadly it only comes once per week, (obviously) Today we made so much progress it wasn't funny, like in an instant a million zillion ton of work just vaporized (hurrah Im getting retarded vocabulary like Elizabeth) PW is one of the most evil subjects in the world, I kid you not (maybe besides D&T) Its troublesome, time consuming, requires team effort and needs you to produce alot based on very little.
Friday flew like .... just flew, so fast I didnt even see it pass
Interviewed a therapist with Michael, it was quite fun and she answered most of our questions and more. Even introducing a few books we could use as resources, how nice is that? Anyway, with out interview out of the way theres more to be done, Friday turned out to be long boring day, but at least I got a sight of one of the prettiest things ive seen all week ^_^ Shushy
Saturday was uneventful, same ol but today was different
16th July 2006, whats so different? It aws Youth Alive's FIFTEENTH ANNIVERSARY! Whoooo! Fifteen years in the making, how far we have come, and Bethel's 50th anni is coming soon too! So exciting =) Ps Rachel came back for the event... it was semi touching, how long has it been? A month? more? I dont know, Ive long lost track of time since I dont know when.
Mental Mental Mental. Ill be dead next sayurday when my parents go pick up my report card. How to explain a (tentative) EEE DSC ? not a single A or B, and one fail (subpass) Aghhh- going to get pwned. Enoguh here. its late, im off byebye
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222 days of light, we are those wanted by the night...
Friday flew like .... just flew, so fast I didnt even see it pass
Interviewed a therapist with Michael, it was quite fun and she answered most of our questions and more. Even introducing a few books we could use as resources, how nice is that? Anyway, with out interview out of the way theres more to be done, Friday turned out to be long boring day, but at least I got a sight of one of the prettiest things ive seen all week ^_^ Shushy
Saturday was uneventful, same ol but today was different
16th July 2006, whats so different? It aws Youth Alive's FIFTEENTH ANNIVERSARY! Whoooo! Fifteen years in the making, how far we have come, and Bethel's 50th anni is coming soon too! So exciting =) Ps Rachel came back for the event... it was semi touching, how long has it been? A month? more? I dont know, Ive long lost track of time since I dont know when.
Mental Mental Mental. Ill be dead next sayurday when my parents go pick up my report card. How to explain a (tentative) EEE DSC ? not a single A or B, and one fail (subpass) Aghhh- going to get pwned. Enoguh here. its late, im off byebye
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222 days of light, we are those wanted by the night...
Thursday, July 13, 2006
Sanity Complex
mel·an·chol·y
n.
1) Sadness or depression of the spirits; gloom: “There is melancholy in the wind and sorrow in the grass” (Charles Kuralt).
2) Pensive reflection or contemplation.
3) Archaic.
a. Black bile.
b.An emotional state characterized by sullenness and outbreaks of violent anger, believed to arise from black bile.
Ah- let that feeling so flood my soul that all trace of hope be lost like a drop in the vast ocean. Things could get alot worse but pretending you are living in a worst case scenario helps lots when you run into crap.
As far as marks go Ive got two Es, one D and one S only awaiting Lit and GP, the only two I actually have some hope in. Come next saturday I'll be dead as dead can be. No Bs, no Cs, a bunch of Es and a D at best. We can just get ready to quit and enlist in NS prematurely wait what we? Im such a nice consoler (if there is such a word) of myself, I mean ME MYSELF and I.
PW is the bane of JC students, along with GP and some other equally annoying things like econs. Im sure of it, those Minions of Evil (MOE) created PW just to irritate and screw students over to no end. Someone please end the pain, end the torment. Overthrow the evil minions.
And I almost forgot, in 4 days it will be the 2nd year anni of this blog coming into existance ^_^ *self initiated cheering on the pain of death in the background* lalala if sanity be a crime I am innocent on all counts! WheeexQ! purewoprednuhtonid! ycnegremedps! ecrofcitsymecruoscigam! morfregnarmrotsajnin! more crap coming soon, I want to find a place to sleep and just sleep on and on and on...
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This the trend of the times when the mad lead the blind
n.
1) Sadness or depression of the spirits; gloom: “There is melancholy in the wind and sorrow in the grass” (Charles Kuralt).
2) Pensive reflection or contemplation.
3) Archaic.
a. Black bile.
b.An emotional state characterized by sullenness and outbreaks of violent anger, believed to arise from black bile.
Ah- let that feeling so flood my soul that all trace of hope be lost like a drop in the vast ocean. Things could get alot worse but pretending you are living in a worst case scenario helps lots when you run into crap.
As far as marks go Ive got two Es, one D and one S only awaiting Lit and GP, the only two I actually have some hope in. Come next saturday I'll be dead as dead can be. No Bs, no Cs, a bunch of Es and a D at best. We can just get ready to quit and enlist in NS prematurely wait what we? Im such a nice consoler (if there is such a word) of myself, I mean ME MYSELF and I.
PW is the bane of JC students, along with GP and some other equally annoying things like econs. Im sure of it, those Minions of Evil (MOE) created PW just to irritate and screw students over to no end. Someone please end the pain, end the torment. Overthrow the evil minions.
And I almost forgot, in 4 days it will be the 2nd year anni of this blog coming into existance ^_^ *self initiated cheering on the pain of death in the background* lalala if sanity be a crime I am innocent on all counts! WheeexQ! purewoprednuhtonid! ycnegremedps! ecrofcitsymecruoscigam! morfregnarmrotsajnin! more crap coming soon, I want to find a place to sleep and just sleep on and on and on...
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This the trend of the times when the mad lead the blind
Monday, July 10, 2006
Next Level
First paper back, chinese, clear as day, I phail. A Subpass (obviously) almost to a E by 3 marks or something like that. The first failure of the CTs has appeared, with only a possible 2.5 out of 30 on my score (trail run) I don't know how I'll pass.
Haruhism OWNS meh... I want a SOS Brigade in SRJC too- but no one, no one ever will be able to fill the shoes of one Suzumiya Haruhi. Reality bits, and it bites hard, leaving its scars we call memories and history. I want to rewrite the world- to be able to do so... what a great power.
One of the two insert songs featured on ep 12. There still are no translations for Lost My Music, so i'll keep waiting but God Knows is keeping my captivated for now. What a beautiful song- kyon no baka...
God Knows...
Lyrics: Hatake Aki
Composition/Arrange: Shinzen Akatsuki
Vocal: Hirano Aya (CV Suzumiya Haruhi)
Kawaita kokoro de kakenukeru
> I dash with a parched heart
Gomen ne nani mo dekinakute
> Sorry, I couldn't do anything
Itami wo wakachiau koto sae
> You won't even let me
Anata wa yurushitekurenai
> Share pain together with you
Muku ni ikiru tame furimukazu
> To live purely, I turn my back
Senaka mukete satteshimau
> Without looking back and leave
On the lonely rail
> On the lonely rail
Watashi tsuiteiku yo
> I'll follow
Donna tsurai sekai no yami no naka de sae
> No matter how bitter, even within the darkness of the world
Kitto anata wa kagayaite
> Surely, you're shining
Koeru mirai no hate
> The surpassing edge of the future
Yowasa yue ni tamashii kowasarenu you ni
> So that my soul won't be destroyed due to my weaknesses
my way kasanaru yo
> my ways will overlap
Ima futari ni God bless...
> Now, God bless us two...
Todokete atsuku naru omoi wa
> Thoughts that grow hot when delivered
Genjitsu tokashite samayou
> Melt into reality and wander
Aitai kimochi ni riyuu wa nai
> There's no reason to feeling like seeing you
Anata e afuredasu Lovin' you
> It overflows to you, Lovin' you
Semete utsukushii yume dake wo
> At the very least, while I only draw
Egakinagara oikakeyou
> A beautiful dream, I'll chase you
for your lonely heart
> for your lonely heart
Yamete uso wa anata rashikunai yo
> Stop it, telling lies isn't like you
Me wo mite kore kara no koto wo hanasou
> Look at my eyes and let's talk about things from now on
Watashi kakugoshiteru
> I'm ready
Kurai mirai datte
> Even in a dark future
Tsuyoku natte unemi kaerareru kamo ne
> I'll become strong and my destiny just might be changeable
my wish kanaetai no ni
> Even though I want to fulfill my wish
Subete wa God knows...
> God knows everything...
Anata ga ite watashi ga ite
> You exist, I exist
Hoka no hito wa kieteshimatta
> And other people disappeared
Awai yume no utsukushisa wo egakinagara
> While I draw the beauty of a faint dream
Kizuato nazoru
> I trace my scars
Dakara watashi tsuiteiku yo
> So I'll follow
Donna tsurai sekai no yami no naka de sae
> No matter how bitter, even within the darkness of the world
Kitto anata wa kagayaite
> Surely, you're shining
Koeru mirai no hate
> The surpassing edge of the future
Yowasa yue ni tamashii kowasarenu you ni
> So that my soul won't be destroyed due to my weaknesses
my way kasanaru yo
> my ways will overlap
Ima futari ni God bless...
> Now, God bless us two...
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The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi (MSH for short from now on) has so many themes and layers. Personal choice against conformists. The concept of the world, and its fragility. How we control the kind of life we live, the unconcious things we do to make our dreams come true.
Wouldnt it be fun?
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Yes there are those stronger then us, but can we trust them?
Haruhism OWNS meh... I want a SOS Brigade in SRJC too- but no one, no one ever will be able to fill the shoes of one Suzumiya Haruhi. Reality bits, and it bites hard, leaving its scars we call memories and history. I want to rewrite the world- to be able to do so... what a great power.
One of the two insert songs featured on ep 12. There still are no translations for Lost My Music, so i'll keep waiting but God Knows is keeping my captivated for now. What a beautiful song- kyon no baka...
God Knows...
Lyrics: Hatake Aki
Composition/Arrange: Shinzen Akatsuki
Vocal: Hirano Aya (CV Suzumiya Haruhi)
Kawaita kokoro de kakenukeru
> I dash with a parched heart
Gomen ne nani mo dekinakute
> Sorry, I couldn't do anything
Itami wo wakachiau koto sae
> You won't even let me
Anata wa yurushitekurenai
> Share pain together with you
Muku ni ikiru tame furimukazu
> To live purely, I turn my back
Senaka mukete satteshimau
> Without looking back and leave
On the lonely rail
> On the lonely rail
Watashi tsuiteiku yo
> I'll follow
Donna tsurai sekai no yami no naka de sae
> No matter how bitter, even within the darkness of the world
Kitto anata wa kagayaite
> Surely, you're shining
Koeru mirai no hate
> The surpassing edge of the future
Yowasa yue ni tamashii kowasarenu you ni
> So that my soul won't be destroyed due to my weaknesses
my way kasanaru yo
> my ways will overlap
Ima futari ni God bless...
> Now, God bless us two...
Todokete atsuku naru omoi wa
> Thoughts that grow hot when delivered
Genjitsu tokashite samayou
> Melt into reality and wander
Aitai kimochi ni riyuu wa nai
> There's no reason to feeling like seeing you
Anata e afuredasu Lovin' you
> It overflows to you, Lovin' you
Semete utsukushii yume dake wo
> At the very least, while I only draw
Egakinagara oikakeyou
> A beautiful dream, I'll chase you
for your lonely heart
> for your lonely heart
Yamete uso wa anata rashikunai yo
> Stop it, telling lies isn't like you
Me wo mite kore kara no koto wo hanasou
> Look at my eyes and let's talk about things from now on
Watashi kakugoshiteru
> I'm ready
Kurai mirai datte
> Even in a dark future
Tsuyoku natte unemi kaerareru kamo ne
> I'll become strong and my destiny just might be changeable
my wish kanaetai no ni
> Even though I want to fulfill my wish
Subete wa God knows...
> God knows everything...
Anata ga ite watashi ga ite
> You exist, I exist
Hoka no hito wa kieteshimatta
> And other people disappeared
Awai yume no utsukushisa wo egakinagara
> While I draw the beauty of a faint dream
Kizuato nazoru
> I trace my scars
Dakara watashi tsuiteiku yo
> So I'll follow
Donna tsurai sekai no yami no naka de sae
> No matter how bitter, even within the darkness of the world
Kitto anata wa kagayaite
> Surely, you're shining
Koeru mirai no hate
> The surpassing edge of the future
Yowasa yue ni tamashii kowasarenu you ni
> So that my soul won't be destroyed due to my weaknesses
my way kasanaru yo
> my ways will overlap
Ima futari ni God bless...
> Now, God bless us two...
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The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi (MSH for short from now on) has so many themes and layers. Personal choice against conformists. The concept of the world, and its fragility. How we control the kind of life we live, the unconcious things we do to make our dreams come true.
Wouldnt it be fun?
Quote of e Post:
Yes there are those stronger then us, but can we trust them?
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