When I'm gone

The Click five - When I'm Gone
Dear love
Better sit down
Bad news
Get the word out
Accidents come with conclusions

I'm numb
On the asphalt
Don't cry
Wasn't your fault
I can't feel
It's just confusion
Keep on, keep on, keep on, when I'm gone

When the lights are out
Don't be sad for long
When I'm gone
And the lights are out
I'll be shining on
I'm just gonna let my life bleed on this letter
Let my song sing on forever
I'll still love you when I'm gone

Tear drops
Paint the faces
Despair
Is contagious
Dressed in black
Clutching a red rose
Hold on, hold on, hold on, my love goes on

When the lights are out
Don't be sad for long
When I'm gone
And the lights are out
I'll be shining on
I'm just gonna let my life bleed on this letter
Let my song sing on forever
I'll still love you when I'm gone

When the lights are out
Don't be sad for long
When I'm gone
And the lights are out
I'll be shining on
I'm just gonna let my life bleed on this letter
Let my song sing on forever
I'll still love you when I'm gone

When the lights are out
Don't be sad for long
When I'm gone
And the lights are out
I'll be shining on
I'm just gonna let my life bleed on this letter
Let my song sing on forever
I'll still love you when I'm gone
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Yea, this is just what I was trying to say. 8 more days left. I'm sure going to miss the outside world plenty *sniff* but we'll be fine, and we'll keep smiling, regardless. always.

I'm tired. Its 2am and I want to sleep. All I do is sleep all day, and think of you~

Edited at 2:17am: I just read something new. Ugh, now I'm conflicted again. Gah.

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Let my song sing on forever
I'll still love you when I'm gone

Red Carpet

Wheet! I'm back from prom! Haha, it was kind of fun to be honest :P But I didn't go to the after party, since I don't drink, can't dance and get a headache from loud music and shit like that. Plus I kept feeling like I was gonna puke at any time- but I really really really wanted to go and see what its like! At least with this bunch I'd know practically everyone haha. Pictures will come some other time, I'm too bloody lazy to upload them now.

Ohh it was craziness! So stupid, the emcee was an idiot, he has lousy English and can't count to save his ass. Vanessa did a much better job in the 30 seconds or so she was up there announcing prom king. And Pamela won Prom Queen! Her dress today was so pretty! *GUSH* but prom king was like some huh-who-is-that from some Science class haha. For nominees regardless of competition be it prom king/queen or mr/miss stylish majority of them were all from the Arts. We have fashion sense, and a zest for life- HA BEAT THAT :P ARTS FOREVER!

Oh and someone at our table won stuff at the lucky draw. Considering its like 9 prizes out of 300+ people I'd say it was pretty nifty. She won like 2 (or was it 4?) tickets to a MCR concert but meh, I'm not interested and I'm not free either way. Crack, I would have wanted to win the 10 free movie passes or iPod Touch =P Oh well~ Oh and this reminds me again... I'M DEAD BROKE D: GAHH Stupid taxi fare... Then again, since it was already past 12am I might as well have gone for the party and partied till 6am and share cab back so its cheaper... riiigghhhttt I'm not that adventurous haha. I think.

I just might go try just once before I go into army, maybe. Haha, dang you Crystal! I'd so gonna enjoy myself on Tekong! Haha, and Raynor's throwing an early Christmas party (like before I go in? hmm :P) and Thebes Gamma might be meeting again so my nuimbered days are getting filled up pretty fast haha. Whee, sometimes I just love my life. Now if only money weren't an option- I need to get RICH haha! (Okay I definitely know its rubbing off me, ignore the OOCness)

Christmas is coming! And Christmas means I can come out! Whee! Army life don't seem so bad all of a sudden, at least not in comparison to like prison or some other things because the army truly is focused on training you. And you do get to slack alot in the right situations. It just may be the "funnest"two years of my life yet. Hoo Ha!

In the midst of all this highness I must remind myself to uphold my old friend in prayer. Father Lord, You know the situation he has gotten himself into, may Your divine intervention provide him a way out when there seems no way. Unlock hidden paths and lead him from this time of his impending demise so that he may finally see Your power and glory for what it is. May Your precious blood protect my dear friend and your spirit comfort his heart in this time of trial. In Jesus's name, Amen.

Hang in there man, justice will prevail. You'll turn out just fine, and even if you do get convicted, its not the end.

I so wish I were totally wasted right now- Gragghhh I love my class <3 2a02

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I know who I want to take me home

Pre-Prom

That was the last one. Aw- Prom is tonight (its already 2am) but I'm so not hyped up about going. No offense meant, but why would I want to go for an event where everyone is all dressed up when I'm stuck staying with (other) socially defunct guys? And she's half the school (more) isn't even going anyway, isn't prom supposed to be a social event? I'm disappointed and maybe even dreading the event, I ought not to have paid after all.

Lord I dedicate this prayer to all university students who are taking their examinations now, let them all have an easy time validating their years as an undergrad and give them your blessings as they leave for the working world armed with at least a first class honors (I don't really know whats considered a good ranking so this should be it). May your presence and peace cover them from head to toe as they enter the examination venue, saturate their mind with your wisdom and peace that transcends all humane understanding as they prepare to bring glory to your name. In Jesus's holy and precious name, amen.

Kings of Convenience - Love is No Big Truth
All I do is sleep all day,
and think of you.
A memory of the cushioned life
I'm clinging to.
The image of a mutual one, our haven.
The sombre chords of our song,
the fading.

Love is no big truth,
driven by our genes,
we are simple selfish beings.
A symphony that's you,
joyously awaking the ignorant and sleeping.

Passion and its brother hate,
they come and go.
Could easily be made
to stay for longer though.
Many people play this game
so willingly,
do I have to be like them,
or be lonely?

Love is no big truth,
driven by our genes,
we are simple selfish beings.
A symphony that's you,
joyously awaking the ignorant and sleeping.

Another view of what there is to it,
getting me through it.

I'll never need it again.
I'll never need it again.
I'll never need it again.
I'll never need it again.
I'll never need it again.
I'll never need it again.
I'll never need it again.
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Yea right, I wish. D: God save me.

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Do I have to be like them,
or be lonely?

Kiss me and stay with me

ANNA inspi' NANA (BLACK STONES) - Stand By Me
Long way to go
Nagai michi wo aruki nagara tsubuyaita
Konna watashi de gomen ne to
Mujaki na butterfly
Fly into the blue sky
> Long way to go
> I walk a long way while muttering
> that I'm sorry for this kind of myself.
> Innocent butterfly,
> Fly into the blue sky.

Hitori de kanashimi ni kure koboreru namida
Tsumetakute
Amari ni nagai yamiyo ga
Me wo samasu
> By myself, tears spill sadly at nightfall
> It's Cold...
> An excessively long, dark night
> Opens my eyes

Kanashi sugite kurushikute
Subete nagedashita
Demo anata wa aishite kureta
> Sadness passes by painfully.
> But I suddenly throw it all away
> Because you loved me...

Kiss me & stay with me
Towa ni saku hana awaku hakanaku tsuyoku
How could you smile for me
Nani mo nakute ii
Zutto soba ni ite hoshii
Zutto soba de stand by me
> Kiss me & stay with me
> A flower blooming in eternity moves on, fleeting strongly
> How could you smile for me
> It's fine not to do anything
> I want to forever be beside you
> Always closely stand by me

Sotto hoho wo nadeta
Anata no nukumori
Yasashikute
Shizuka na ai no gen’ei
Me wo samasu
> You softly caressed my cheek
> Your warmth...
> It's gentle...
> A silent love of illusions...
> Opens my eyes

Hito wa yowaku zankoku de
Oroka na ikimono
Demo anata wa yurushite kureta
> I was a weak, brutal person
> A foolish being...
> But you forgave me...

Kiss me & say good bye
Tozasareta hana yowaku setsunaku hibiku
How could you cry for me
Kataranakute ii
Zutto soba ni ite hoshii
Zutto soba de smiling for me
> Kiss me & say good bye
> A closed-up flower rings out weakly and sadly
> How could you cry for me
> It's fine not to say anything
> I want to forever be beside you
> Always be beside me, smiling for me...

Kiss me & stay with me
Towa ni saku hana awaku hakanaku tsuyoku
How could you smile for me
Nani mo nakute ii
Zutto soba ni ite hoshii
> Kiss me & stay with me
> A flower blooming in eternity moves on, fleeting strongly
> How could you smile for me
> It's fine not to do anything
> I want to forever be beside you

Kiss me & say good bye
Tozasareta hana yowaku setsunaku hibiku
How could you cry for me
Kataranakute ii
Zutto soba ni ite hoshii
Zutto soba de smiling for me
> Kiss me & say good bye
> A closed-up flower rings out weakly and sadly
> How could you cry for me
> It's fine not to say anything
> I want to forever be beside you
> Always be beside me, smiling for me...
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Hands down my favorite song out of all the openings and endings.

Its been some time huh? One week has passed and A levels are already officially over. My last 13 days of freedom has begun and two have passed. Eleven more days to go, minus one for prom and that leaves ten.

Yesterday was super fun, preparing everything for the final round of cooking today. Happy Birthday Elhannah :) Today was a miraculous day. It was a day that no word less then miraculous can describe sufficiently (pre-army vibes robbing me of my vocabulary, flair suffocating~ dying urgh) all the awesomeness of one 25/11/07.

Even though the day started as early as 6.30am the first spark of awesomeness came even before the day officially began and I guess that started the entire day's momentum rolling :D I woke up with a sharp deep rooted aching in my entire right forearm, it was so bad I couldn't sleep for more then an hour or two but it went away without me noticing it while I worked :) Praise God!

There was less cooking to be done so it was far less strenuous and plenty more fun. Washing Dutch Ovens have always been a hair raising affair but after so much practice, it sticks and yea, may even be kind of fun. And I try to avaid doing the shortening because it ruins my hands (hey, im sorry for sounding so gu niang) but it is fun haha. Or maybe I was just tired and high on inhaling vapour from the dutch ovens (mmm claypot rice or is it liquid crisco? haha)

And service was fabulous. Even if I was sleepy throughout the sermon, I believe the altar call was a divine intervention by God Himself. The conditions were perfect and the time was ripe. Nothing else matters.

So many songs ot put up so little time/space. I <3 my Eliza:) Mai-waifu-is-da-best-in-da-world-slam!!

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How could you cry for me

What can I believe in?

Anna inspi' Nana (BlackStones) - KUROI NAMIDA
Asu nante konai you ni to
Negatta yoru kazoe kirenai
Yume mo ai mo nakushi
Ame ni utareta mama
Naiteru...
> Wishing tonight that tomorrow will never come
> Countless dreams and loves and losses,
> I cry and cry and cry
> As though beaten down by rain

Kazari tsuke nai de kono mama no watashi de ikite yuku tame
Nani ga hitsuyo wo
Jibun sae shinjirezu nani wo shinjitara ii no
Kotae wa chikasugite mienai
> Don't display me, not like this
> I need something to keep on living
> If I can't even believe in myself, what can I believe in?
> The answer is so close I can't even see it

Kuroi namida nagasu watashi ni wa
Nanimo nakute kanashii sugite
Kotoba ni sae nara nakute
Karada juu ga itami dashite
Taerarenai hitori de wa
> Shedding black tears
> I am nothing. Filled with sorrow,
> Unable to say a word
> The pain is welling up inside me, and
> I can't bear this alone

Yonaka ni naki tsukarete
Egaita jibun janai jibun no kao
Yowasa wo kakushita mama egao wo tsukuru no wa
Yameyou...
> I cried in the middle of the night
> Drew my face that isn't me
> That hides my weaknesses
> I'm going to stop smiling...

Kazari tsuke nai de ikite yuku koto wa kono yo de ichiban
Muzukashii koto?
Anata kara morau nara katachi no nai mono ga ii
Kowareru mono wa mou iranai
> Don't display me. Is the hardest thing in the whole world
> To keep on living?
> If it comes from you, then it's all right that it's intangible
> I don't want things that can be broken anymore

Kuroi namida nagashi sakendemo
Shiranu kao de ashita wa kite
Onnaji itami ni butsukaru
Sonna hibi wo tsuzukeru nara
Tooku kiete shimaitai
Wagamama to wakattemo...
> Shedding black tears, crying out
> Tomorrow comes with a face that I don't know
> Struck with this same pain again
> If I have to continue like this, every day,
> Then I want to disappear forever, far away
> I know it's selfish, but...

Kuroi namida nagasu watashi ni wa
Nanimo nakute kanashi sugite
Kotoba ni sae nara nakute
Karada juu ga itami dashite
> Shedding black tears
> I am nothing. Filled with sorrow,
> Unable to say a word
> The pain is welling up inside me, and
> I can't bear this alone

Kuroi namida nagashi sakendemo
Shiranu kao de ashita wa kite
Onnaji itami ni butsukaru
Sonna hibi wo tsuzukeru nara
Boku kiete shimaitai
Wagamama to wakattemo...
> Shedding black tears, crying out
> Tomorrow comes with a face that I don't know
> Struck with this same pain again
> If I have to continue like this, every day,
> Then I want to disappear forever, far away
> I know that it's selfish, but...
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Yay! I'm back lol. But my legs are killing me, I haven't exercised in months haha. But that was really good, to just walk and spend time with these people I haven't worked with in months. I can't remember how much I miss rangers.

Tomorrow's the BIG DAY! Everyone rest up ( have to sleep soon so I can be in church by 6.30am) and get ready for a long and tiring day. For Thailand, for Rangers, for God!

On Friday for cell George was the guest speaker and he did a (rather sketchy) survey based on our 5 Love Languages. I got an abnormally high score on my primary language, which turned out to be Acts of Service followed by my secondary (rather high too) Quality Time. Which is kind of unexpected and strange like. Because George explained that if your Love Language is eg. X, you'd be more inclined to show others you care by doing X, because to you that is the best way of showing your love for them. And I rationalized it a little and I find that it may be true.

Words of affirmation can easily be lies and gift giving entails you a certain debt to the giver. Physical touch is totally freaky and I have many issues about that (stay like damn far away from me). But time spent and doing things together/for each other is a very real, personal and tangible thing that is difficult to fake, because you spend your time, life and effort; things that are irreplaceable to you, in the lives of others. And you're literally sharing your life with them, and as a concept, thats awesome, really.

I don't know, could that be the reason why? I really am not so sure anymore.

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I am nothing. Filled with sorrow, Unable to say a word.

Run Run Run!

Im going to go hiking tomorrow! And get re-acquainted with my old friend the Dutch Oven (horror) Haha. Can hardly wait. Must go rest now, updates tmr.

Can you wake me?

Winter Sleep- Olivia inspi' Reira (TRAPNEST)
It keeps coming back to me
I remember this pain
It spreads across my eyes
Everything is dull

Everyone's smiling, they're smiling

It pushes me far, oh far away
I can not understand
Everything is blue

Can you hear me out there?

Will you hold me now...
Hold me now
My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and...
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now

Will you hold me now
Hold me now
My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone
Can you wake me

I know when I let it in
It hides love from this moment
So I guard it close
I watch the moves it makes

But it gets me, but it gets me

I wish I could understand how I
Could make it disappear...
Make it disappear

Anyone out there hear me now?

Will you hold me now
Hold me now
My frozen heart
Kiss my lips and maybe you can
Take me to your world for now
I can't be alone right now

Will you hold me now
Hold me now
My frozen heart
Please make it all go away
Am I ever gonna feel myself again?
I hope I will...

Will you hold me now...
Hold me now
My frozen heart
I'm gazing from the distance and...
I feel everything pass through me
I can't be alone right now

Will you hold me now
Hold me now
My frozen heart
I'm lost in a deep winter sleep
I can't seem to find my way out alone...
Can you wake me?
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Pardon the bad video, no one seems to like to upload a decent version of it. (Decent ie. non weeaboo)

History bombed. Don't want to talk about it. To me... A LEVELS ARE OVER!! RAWR :D Can someone spell PARTY TIME? Actually I dont know what to do really. Just do what I used to do normally?

I must screenshot this- I've never seen all three of you online at the same time. One is tough enough, I won't speak to any. Lets mark that date down, 29th Dec.

I can't remember what I was talking about anymore. Boo.

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I can't be alone right now

I reached into the sky

Lit was alright, it was fun even. A poem from our J1 assignment came out as one of the A-level comparative text xD Awesome winnage. 4 more papers to go, halfway mark broken!



Olivia inspi' REIRA - Starless night
I reached into the sky
Omoi wa todokanakute
Chiisaku sora ni kieta
Irotoridori no fuusen
> I reached into the sky
> My love wouldn't reach you
> The multi-colored balloons
> Disappeared into the sky, growing smaller and smaller

I'm alone
Ikisaki no nai watashi no te wo
Sotto tsunaide kureta
> I'm alone
> I had no destination
> But you gently held my hand

Starless night kako no kage furi kaeranai
Kanjitai anata no nukumori
Tears are falling down mayotte mo hanashi wa shinai
Tsunaida anata no te wo
> Starless night, I won’t look back on the shadow of my past
> I want to feel your warmth
> Tears are falling down; even when I'm lost
> I won't let go of your hand

Sometimes we fall apart
Okubyou ni natte shimau kedo
Kitto hito wa soko kara nanika wo mitsuke daseru hazu
> Sometimes we fall apart
> We become cowards
> But surely we find something there

Take my hand
Moroku fukanzen na futari dakara
Zutto te wo tsunaide iru
> Take my hand
> It’s because the two of us are fragile and imperfect
> That we'll stay holding hands forever

Starless night kuchibiru ga yowane haite mo
Shinjitai anata no nukumori
Endless love mujun sae aiseteru no wa
You are my shining star
> Starless night, Though complaints may cross my lips
> I want to believe in your warmth
> Endless love, I can love even my faults
> Because you are my shining star

Starless night kako no kage furi kaeranai
Kanjitai anata no nukumori
Tears are falling down mayotte mo hanashi wa shinai
Tsunaida anata wo
> Starless night, I won’t look back on the shadow of my past
> I want to feel your warmth
> Tears falling down; even when I'm lost
> I won't let go of your hand

Starless night kuchibiru ga yowane haite mo
Shinjitai anata no nukumori
Endless love mujun sae aiseteru no wa
You are my shining star
You are my shining star
> Starless night, Though complaints may cross my lips
> I want to believe in your warmth
> Endless love, I can love even my faults
> Because you are my shining star
> You are my shining star
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It was all over so long ago so why do you still appear in my dreams? Someone is sporting a new hairstyle, and I like it. Alot. Damn you- shoo shoo go away. isimplyhateyou..

Eliza-chan, tell me, what should I do?

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I want to feel your warmth

Can you feel me now?

Oh yea, I realized I haven't blogged in like 10 days and I've been meaning to, just haven't gotten down to actually doing it. Now I can't remember all the things I want to blog about~ meh.

Lets backtrack (lets see... last post was 1st Nov) so yea, history paper 2 and math on 2nd Nov. Damn Cambridge, you're playing me out! Math was so much easier then expected and history was not as tough too (but I messed up on my study options so kick me) I guess being the first batch in the new syllabus makes it good for us after all :D I really want to do well.

Ow Ow ow, I bashed my head on the tap part of the shower and I got a nose bleed~ I hope nothing got broken or knocked out of place, I still need to take my exams the coming week and stuff you know...

Here is some delicious song, have it:



Olivia inspi' Reira (Trapnest) - WISH
Mabataki ga kaze wo yobu
Hohoemi ga zawameki wo keshisaru
Anata no me ni sumu tenshi ga sasayaku
Subete ga ima hajimaru to
> The twinkling of the stars calls to the wind
> Your smile erases the noise
> The angel in your eyes is whispering
> That everything is starting now

Can you feel it now
Can you feel it now
Nami ni nomi komareta you ni
Pulling on my heart
Pulling on my heart
Iki wo tome te wo nobashite
> Can you feel it now
> Can you feel it now
> Like being swallowed up by a wave
> Pulling on my heart
> Pulling on my heart
> I hold my breath and reach out your hand

Baby kono sekai wa
Kinou to wa chigau
Anata no koto shika mienai
Baby my wish on a wing
Kono sora wo saite
Afureru hitotsu no kotoba de
> Baby, this world is different
> From yesterday
> I can't see anyone but you
> Baby my wish on a wing
> Tears through the sky
> In one overwhelming word

Kagayaki wo tadoru shisen
Mayowazu anata e hashiru no ni
Tachi sukumu kokoro tameiki wo tsuku
Marude nagai tabi no you de
> My eyes follow the light
> Running without hesitation to you
> My petrified heart breathes a sigh
> It’s like a long journey

Can you feel it now
Can you feel it now
Toki wa mujou ni nagarete ku
Pulling on my heart
Pulling on my heart
Kono omoi toki hanashite
> Can you feel it now
> Can you feel it now
> The time goes by mercilessly
> Pulling on my heart
> Pulling on my heart
> I set my love free

Baby mou mirai mo
Yakusoku mo iranai
Anata ga soko ni iru dake de
Baby my wish on a wing
Kono koe wo tobase
Furueru hoshi wo tsukinukete
> Baby, I don't need a future
> Or promises
> As long as you're here
> Baby my wish on a wing
> Send out this voice
> And let it break through the flickering stars

Do you feel me?
Do your feel me now?

Baby kono sekai wa
Kinou to wa chigau
Anata no koto shika mienai
Baby my wish on a wing
Kono sora wo saite
Afureru hitotsu no kotoba de
> Baby, this world is different
> From yesterday
> I can't see anyone but you
> Baby my wish on a wing
> Tears through the sky
> In one overwhelming word

Baby mou mirai mo
Yakusoku mo iranai
Anata ga soko ni iru dake de
Baby my wish on a wing
Kono koe wo tobase
Furueru hoshi wo tsukinukete
> Baby, I don't need a future
> Or promises
> As long as you're here
> Baby my wish on a wing
> Send out this voice
> And let it break through the flickering stars
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One more week's worth of all the important H2 papers to go but in my heart I feel as though the exams are all already over. The spirit is defined as all your body, heart mind and soul. Courage will turn 1% to 100%, believe and it will happen, sprung from the infinite depths of the human spirit. On heaven and on earth, as one body and one soul- CHOUGINGA GURREN LAGANN! LoL. Gurren Lagann always helps when I need a pick-upper. Epic series +1, emo-ish but lovely song 0.

I think I'll go join the rest of the Rangers for their trek on Saturday and go help out on Sunday morning :D I'm excited!

Ok I must sleep for the morning paper tomorrow.

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My Wish on a Wing

I need your love

ANNA inspi' NANA (BLACK STONES) - rose
When I was darkness at that time fueteru kuchibiru
Heya no katasumi de I cry
Mogakeba mogaku hodo tsukisasaru kono kizu
Yaburareta yakusoku hurt me
My lips were trembling
And I cried in the corner of the room
The more I struggle, the more this wound pierces
The broken promises hurt me

Nobody can save me
Kamisama hitotsu dake
Tomete saku you na my love
Nobody can save me
There is but one God
It seems like my love stops and tears me

I need your love!
I'm a broken rose
Maichiru kanashimi your song
Ibasho nai kodoku na my life
I need your love! I'm a broken rose.
Your song is the sadness that falls down
My lonely life with nowhere to go.

I need your love
I'm a broken rose.
Oh baby, help me from frozen pain
With your smile, your eyes, and sing me, just for me

I wanna need your love...
I'm a broken rose
I wanna need your love...

When you were with me at that time
Anata no kage wo oikakete
Hadashi de kakemekete stop me
Tozaseba tozasu hodo motsureteku kono ai
Yuruyaka ni yasashiku kiss me
When you were with me at that time,
I chased after your shadow,
And you couldn't stop me as I ran through it
The more I block it out, the more this love gets complicated
Kiss me gently, tenderly

Nobody can save me
Kogoeru bara no you ni
Yasashiku nemuritai my tears
Nobody can save me,
Like a frozen rose,
My tears want to sleep gently

I need your love.
I'm a broken rose.
Kareochiru kanashimi my soul
Kuzureochiru kodoku na little girl
I need your love! I'm a broken rose.
My sad soul dies off,
And I'm a little girl that breaks down.

I need your love.
I'm a broken rose.
Oh baby, help me from frozen pain
with your smile, your eyes,
And sing me, just for me

I wanna need your love…
I'm a broken rose
I wanna need your love…

Nobody can help me...
Nobody can help me...
I'm a broken rose...

I need your love
I'm a broken rose
Maichiru kanashimi your song
Ibasho nai kodoku na my life
I need your love! I'm a broken rose.
Your song is the sadness that falls down
My lonely life with nowhere to go.

I need your love
I'm a broken rose.
Oh baby, help me from frozen pain
With your smile, your eyes, and sing me, just for me

I wanna need your love…
I was a broken rose
I wanna need your love…
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I had to post something but I decided to cut down on the weepy stuff (for now). Sure, all the songs will come out here sooner or later I think. Once again I picked a fan made video as the original MV was not to my liking (the singer looked like she was stoned on drugs or something). What genre would this go into? They're supposed to be a punk rock band but their CD irl is sold as j-rock (obviously).

Isn't it so powerful? Songs aren't here just because I like them, but because they speak to me or for me. I think I'll graduate from the shounen academy. Less exaggeration and more drama please.

Maths and History tomorrow! At least history is in the afternoon so I can make sure I remember everything for math today. Not-fun.

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help me from the frozen pain