Alone

Alones - Aqua Timez
Your fragile, folded wings
are just tired from the pure blue sky
You don't have to force your smiles for anyone
It's okay to smile... for yourself

That lonely feeling keeps creeping up on me
A single candle burns inside
There shouldn't be an expensive chandelier in a wild place like this

Can i really bury it all with empty words?
I don't even know anymore...

As long as we can swim freely in our dreams
we wont need that sky anymore
Even if you can't let go of the past,
I'll still be there to meet you tomorrow

Your fragile, folded wings
are just tired from the pure blue sky
You don't have to force your smiles for anyone
It's okay to smile... for yourself
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Its so indulgent. Thinking its me, and all me. Enjoying the painful tension, like I can no longer live without the attention. Those eyes aren't nothing that can see me but its those eyes that are fearful looking through me. I tried and did so much to be a monster, and in the end I succeeded via a blunder. Its a conscious move not to stray a blip but still it seems like I've triggered it. I've not done a thing to you but why you acting like I just happened to?

By myself (myself)
I ask, why (myself)
I can't rely on myself (myself)
I ask, why
But in my mind I find
I can't rely on myself
In my mind I find

I can't hold on
(to what I want when I'm stretched so thin)
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
(to anything watching everything spin)
With thoughts of failure sinking in.

Reality warped into insanity. Nothing is real anymore to me. I've got all the actions of life down pat but when it comes to show what have I left? Theres nothing here there wont be nothing there and my heart and my brain linked by just thin air- if what I think is what I'd do then you cant be here cos you'll be dead too.

Can't someone, isn't there a way to reformat one's mind? With a warped worldview- nothing will ever be normal to me again.

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Looking everywhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I