My course is coming to an end, and I have yet to pass. Perhaps I just won't pass, and return to my unit having woken up from a nice 2 month long dream, a respite from my life for the next year. Its funny, how even scum, from drug dealers to serial child murderers can drive but yet I can't even earn a military driving license. Certain people are worth their weight in gold, thank all of you for supporting and encouraging me all this time, I'm sorry for having let you down.
Its been raining so heavily recently, at all the odd times, almost every single day- naturally many people are bound to fall ill. Please do take care of yourself and have plenty of rest, I can't stress enough how important rest it. My health has improved by leaps and bound ever since I've been imposed with a minimum of 6 hours sleep each night. (The food is bound to have something to do with this since anything that tastes so weird ought to be good- or else)
I was having a great day. But somehow I just feel that some small insensitivity of mine has caused someone a great deal of misery. I know it was inappropriate, I could have simply given my approval and support but it didn't tally with my beliefs. And there's hardly a thing worse than being a hypocrite. On hindsight, I could have just turned the topic to safer ground but we were bound to end up there again, and I could have just kept silent. But some people, I just can't resist, I cannot ignore. I can't help myself or help you help me if all I have to work on is a silent wall of i-dont-knows. Its awkward, and I hate it, living should never be this difficult.
The Script, the man who can't be moved. Some people (actually I believe many people) see that this is a stupid song, but its a really cool song to me. Its a song about something so stupid that only silly people like me would have thought about trying something like that (I have lol- but thats a different story for a different time)
Its been a good 4? Or 5 years since I've first seen that picture. Still so true.
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Love is the movement, Rescue is possible.
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