Dream

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Based on the drawing and the 10 answers they gave this is a summary of their personality:Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. son.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.
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Really? Im not so sure about their analysis haha. But guess what? IM BACK!! Thank God the line-man managed to fix the computer yesterday or I'd have been so dead for the E-Lit presentation. It turned out quite crappy but we did alright in the end! Hooray! I didnt have to pull and heads out! I feel like im riding a mood-o-coaster. Cos its up down up down and spins for good measure.

Now its time for an intermission, Here's a song.

Cyndi Lauper - Time after Time

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
And think of you
Caught up in circles confusion
Is nothing new
Flashback warm nights
Almost left behind
Suitcases of memories,
Time after time

Sometimes you picture me
I’m walking too far ahead
You’re calling to me, I can’t hear
What you’ve said
Then you say go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

[chorus]
If you’re lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I’ll be waiting
Time after time

After my picture fades and darkness has
Turned to gray
Watching through windows you’re wondering
If I’m ok
Secrets stolen from deep inside
The drum beats out of time

*Chorus

You said go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

*Chorus

If you’re lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I’ll be waiting
Time after time
Time after time
Time after time
Time after time
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I love that song. Its just... so how I feel. I cant explain how it connects and what happens when I hear it. One of my timeless favourites, like "If we hold on together". Maybe it was impressed on me when I was young, I dont know-

Im cutting it here. Bah, Time flies when youre not trying hard to do anything haha.

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This is my reality- Totally insanity

Sprinting || Lecture

[Draft Punk - Digital Love]
Last night I had a dream about you
In this dream I'm dancing right beside you
And it looked like everyone was having fun
the kind of feeling I've waited so long

Don't stop come a little closer
As we jam the rythm gets stronger
There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun
We were dancing all night long

The time is right to put my arms around you
You're feeling right
You wrap your arms around too
But suddenly I feel the shining sun
Before I knew it this dream was all gone

Ooh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
I wish this dream comes true

Why don't you play the game ?
Why don't you play the game ?
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I've waited all my life to meet somone just like you. Its funny, because I always thought such stories were too far-fetched, and people like you, cant possibly exist.

But then now I see clearly. I saw your wings, they were larger then any wings ive ever seen, the potential to fly so high- and so far. But I also saw the scars, because its true, that the higher you fly, the further you fall. Was it a false move? Or a slip up? Im not the only one who cries when I see you~ Your large beautiful wings, possibly the king of the sky decorated by lines- rips, gnashes and tears. Living on a high, such a waste of talent, yet such a lovable situation.

You deserve to fly- again.
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Burning asphalt through my sole
Under the shimmering disc
Invisible hands emerge, grasping
Asphyxiation, coils grips and pulls
Like the severance of a reaper
Afflictions in spots prior unfelt
Will on matter to proceed
One might just- expire

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Caffinated convulsions
Synchronised tiltage
Over a swirling obsidian plat
form of graphite wounds
Swaying, Swirling
Learning.

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Sleeping, weeping ~ with you

Real Heroes

[Nickelback - Hero]

I am so high, I can hear heaven
I am so high, I can hear heaven
Whoa, but heaven
No, heaven don't hear me

And they say that a hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles
watch as they all fly away

Someone told me
Love would all save us
But, how can that be
Look what love gave us
A world full of killing
And blood spilling
That world never came

And they say thata hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles
Watch as they all fly away

Now that the world isn't ending
It's love that I'm sending to you
It isn't the love of a hero
And that's why I fear it won't do

And they say thata hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold onto the wings of an eagle's
Watch as they all fly away
And they're watching us (watching us)
They're watching us (watching us)
As we all fly away

And they're watching us (watching us)
They're watching us (watching us)
As we all fly away (yeahhh)

And they're watching us (watching us)
They're watching us (watching us)
As we all fly away
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Shweet, today is hero day :) My playlist is full of hero songs and even during lecture there was a "Heroes" reference to Issac Mendez. :) But Mark's power takes the cake, my personal dream ability :) Ah- work is so maddening. Its infinite, it just never ends! There's always more where that came from yea? And you know it :P You MUST pardon me. (See that? that means absolutely~ anything inside <---these things --> means the word ABSOLUTELY or ABSOLUTE comes before of ather that k? Good) Im in a perpetual major music high. Isn't that freaky? High just cos of music and nothing more! No sugar or eyecandy or druggz- whoozy 8D I have a major headache now, maybe thats making me feel high and whoozy~ WHEEEE!

Lets have annather song I love!!

[Enrique Iglesias - Hero]

Would you dance
If I asked you to dance?
Would you run
And never look back?
Would you cry
If you saw me cry?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble
if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die
For the one you Iloved?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear
That you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
Would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care... You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...You're here tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
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Shweet loveliness is in the air! You are like SO prone to hurting your leg =/ If I didnt know any better Id say you're being abused cos everytime you get a new boyfriend you end up partially crippled. Ohmigosh Im smitten with Regina Phalange!! For those who know who, have a laugh and roll your eyes :) She's really REALLY cute. Just one season and Im already like that, just a few more and I'll be as mad as Raynor is over Victoria Beckhams (like urgh.) ~ irrelevant quote: Look! Elbows! AaaaH!1 ! ^_^ ~ Listening to : [LFO - Girl on Tv] heehee. Tomorrow is wednesday. It is a HORRIBLE wednesday with a history test, econs presentation, econs WEWE (Weekly Essay Writing Exercise) and a lengthy math lecture. To top it off, we have CCA and I'll be going home way late on thursday due to everyone's favourite subject- if you guessed Econs, you're right! Fun as it is, the sheer amount is enough to put even hardcore fans off.

MOAR HERO!! This will be the best one of all :)

[Planet Shakers - My Hero]

Lord I give my all to You
Every day I'm living for Your Name

I don't care what comes my way
I'm gonna lay my life down every day

My life is not my own
Lord Jesus take control
I give You everything
You are the reason I sing

Take my life God every part
I'm reaching out to give You my heart
One thing I wanna let You know
You're my hero

Jesus there is none like You
No one else can make me feel this way
There is power in Your Name
To live a life of freedom everyday

You are everything to me
More than the air I breathe
You're everything I need
You're my hero
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My favourite hero song!! :) Haha, I really really want to go for Pow-Wow and Youth Camp in June... But the looming threat of school is ever present! Really feel like spamming more songs here but for the sake of theme completeness I shall save your sorry souls and not make this post any longer then it already is. this saturday also has more fun stuff lined up for us~ Its GOOD FRIDAY THIS WEEKEND!!

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Let the music heal your soul
Let the music take control
Let the music give you the power
To move any mountain
[Brave Allstars - Let the music heal your soul]

A Hero

Alright, so I havent blogged in ages. And alot of things that I dont think are very significant have happened. Surprisingly, the few people who actually read my blog, dont know that things I blog about. How, brilliant. Like hello? Can the people who really like know me know me read this thing? No point writing if my target audience is wrong.

Lets go back a few weeks, like say 2? Way back. Man, I always knew you people were jerks but not to this extent. I dont know what happened between the few of you but I know- Those who dont follow rules are trash, but those who dont care for their friends are worse then trash. I wont lose to those worse than trash people, I'm gonna beat you up in the common test 2!

Every now and then I stumble about life. Once in a while I get a grasp of feeling that things are settling down, thats its all going to be ok, that things are really going to turn out fine. Then time and again, when things settle down, they rough up again and it all goes into the fog. Its like half school, half church, half rangers, half home and half online with too many halfs. Its half duty, half responsibility, half passion, half obligation and again too many halves. Double lives just arent enough anymore, quadruple lives are more like it. Identity and role, what it means to be something or to belong somewhere. I shouldn't be taking literature and identity if I cant even figure myself out.

Why do people go to Jc? Isn't it so that you can get to the Uni easier? Did I just find out you went through the entire jc process just to go to poly? By choice and not by circumstance? Thats the path you choose huh? Or are you just too afraid to break out of the comfort of Singapore's educational system and enter Uni life?

I, have this title. And I know its pretty heavy to hold on to, I know what comes with it. And I know what it means to hang on to it. But its a weight im glad to bear- then again. How do I use this effectively? And when will it naturally become part of me?

Heaven hears me, but... I dont hear heaven...

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I can't feel
The way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored