Lime Green

I have posted here in a long long time. In the sense that a real post would include some part of my being poured into this page. Life works in funny ways, I still have yet to come to the complete realization and acceptance that our life is one continual flow day after day, in which everyone lives in at the exact same time. The person on your left or right is as "person" as you are to yourself, they have lives they have troubles, feelings and opinions. They are not just 2D backdrops for you to live out your life upon. It is quite hard to come to terms with that concept.

Today the girl with the lime green bag re-appeared. Fiona, the last I remember of her was from J2 before the study break. I don't even remember her coming down on results day- I was too preoccupied thanking God for my results. That- that phenomena right there is what is stopping me, it is what is hindering me from going forward any more in anything I do at all- to focus on others and realize they are all lives as well. Taking an interest in the lives of others. I suddenly realized that I knew nothing about my fellow classmates or friends, and still know nothing now. When she suddenly popped up after 3 years one fine evening I was at a loss.

What did I know of these people I spent 2 years with long ago? Nothing. I hope this is a start of something. It is exciting when people from my different facts of life clash, it gives validity to the past experiences I had. That these people I knew back then are real, that they were not figments of my imagination. That also the people I know now are as real. Or as false.

Calvary

Calvary - Planetshakers
I will lift my eyes to You
Where my help comes from
Lord I find my rest in You
Keeper of my soul


You gave it all for me
Maker of Heaven
You paid the price
So I could be with You

Jesus, I remember the cross
Where You hung upon that tree
You won the ultimate victory
Jesus, I remember Calvary

You reign
You reign over the earth
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So simple, it was never complicated to begin with.

King of my life, I crown Thee now,
Thine shall the glory be;
Lest I forget Thy thorn crowned brow,
Lead me to Calvary.

Lest I forget Gethsemane,
Lest I forget Thine agony;
Lest I forget Thy love for me,
Lead me to Calvary.

Knock x Birthday x Sleep

Lenka - Knock Knock
A second, a minute, and hour, a day goes by.
I´m hopin' just to be by your side.
I´m turnin' the handle
it won’t open.
Don’t make me wait, cause right now I need your smile.

Chorus:
Knock Knock
When life had locked me out, I turned to you
so open the door.
Cuz' you’re all I need right now it´s true.
Nothin' works like you.

Little louder x3 knockin'
Little louder [x2]

A warm bath, a good laugh, an old song that you know by heart.
I’ve tried it but they all leave me cold.
So now I´m here waiting to see you,
my remedy for all that’s been hurting me.

[Chorus]

You seem to know the way
to turn my frown upside down
you always know what to say
to make me feel like everything’s ok.

Little louder x3 knockin’ [x3]
Little louder [x2]

[Chorus x2]

Little louder x3 knockin'
Nothin' works like you, oh oh
Little louder x3 knockin'
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Haha were you expecting a knock knock joke?

I'd like to thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday be it through sms, Facebook, msn or word of mouth :) This has truly been one of the most overwhelming responses I have received and to borrow a line- 真的感动人心 haha. To quote, Libra babies are like super sad cos their birthdays fall within test / exam / projectspam period. Everyone, I can feel the heartfelt well wishes (and some not so heartfelt wishes haha) but still the aggregate is massive. Feeling so loved right now scrolling down the page la- but life has to go on there are tutorials to complete and lessons to attend.

Haven't been sleeping at decent times recently D: There are a mix of reasons, from work, to diet (coffee), to gaming (BBS is addictive great)- I don't have the problem of me not being able to sleep. Instead I'd love to just collapse in a warm corner of the bed and slap on the ZZZs but I find ways to be occupied. In fact it is nearly 2am now ad I missed 1111 and 1234, yet again. I could really use a wish right now even though the birthday magic is over :(

You know, even after I have said so much- I really do miss them. The days we spent together are magically preserved forever, a standard of craziness to which other days of madness have to compete against. Yet I cant bring myself to take 3 steps back- again I ask: So why would I rather sit alone with my ears plugged into a monotone?

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky are like shooting stars?
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now

Wedding Dress x Issue tracking x iPhone?

Nothing new, but it is still magic.

NM2219, truly a module with a whole lot of work both project and test wise. Issue tracking is so annoying, I have no idea how I'm going to gather 40 articles for 3219 when it comes down to that. So lets sum up what I have on this week~

Monday morning's presentation was not bad, it was a fiasco- but Daniel said it's very good- I think he was trying to spare our feelings. NM1101E test was do-able, but I don't think I'll excel in it, just do decently. Now for the wall of things to do by Friday I have the standard Philosophy summary and all the articles for NM2219 issue tracking with their summaries. Alright so it does not sound like a lot- sure feels like it because I have what? One and a half days left- brilliant.

Have been behind in all readings ever since the presentation popped up. How thrilling >.>

Pol Science and sociology mid terms coming after the e-learning week- oh and its also my birthday that week. Hooray! Exams as a present, joy... On that topic, I'm not sure if I'm going to actually get an iphone. It is a heavy investment, one that I am in no position to pay off now- especially not after my spending spree this month (September) Only time can and will tell.

Gotta be Somebody - Nickelback
This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough

So I'll be waiting for the real thing
I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen

So I'll be holding my own breath right up 'til the end
Until that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that

'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And you know this feels too right
It's just like déjà vu
Me standing here with you

So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end?
Is it that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that

'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
You never know when it shows up
Make sure you're holding on
'Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me, oh

Nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
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There's gotta be somebody for me out there. Even Sheldon has one. heh. Bazinga.

It's a quarter after one

Sparks fly
It's like electricity
I might die
When I forget how to breathe
You get closer and there's
No where in this world I'd rather be
Time stops
Like everything around me
Is frozen
And nothing matters but these
Few moments when you open my mind to things
I've never seen

'Cause when I'm kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I've been trying to find
Falls right into place
You're all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I'm kissing you

When I'm kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I'm kissing you

Past loves
They never got very far
Wall's up, made sure
I guarded my heart
And I promise I wouldn't do this till
I knew it was right for me

But no one (no one)
No guy that I met before
Could make me (make me)
Feel so right and secure
And have you noticed
I lose my focus
And the world around me disappears

'Cause when I'm kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I've been trying to find
Falls right into place
You're all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I'm kissing you

When I'm kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I'm kissing you

I've never felt nothing like this
You're making me open up
No point in even trying to fight this
It kinda feels like it's love

Cause when I'm kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I've been trying to find
Falls right into place
You're all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I'm kissing you

When I'm kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I'm kissing you

Haha I just posted this a few posts ago- initially came on to post something else but seeing the link made me all nostalgic again <3 haha this song is so attractive.




Lady Antebellum - Need You Now
Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now
I just need you now (wait)

Ooo, baby, I need you now

Introduced, another amazing song- I'm pretty surprised this isn't a hit or something- far better then airplanes or owning the dance floor bla bla bla- GUSH so nice haha.